Don't be.
Because you should have knew this.
Monday, February 28, 2011
As time pass by us,
We gained experience, love, friendship, life lessons and many more.
For me,
I'm gaining more scars in my heart and memories that I wish I could erase it!
I'm tired.
I'm sick.
I changed a lot?
Yes, I do.
I realised that.
If you hate me yelling or asking you to keep quiet,
SAY IT TO MY FACE!
Don't show me faces and talk behind my back as if I'm an idiot that knows nothing.
FYI,
I know a lot than you do,
I just don't wanna care because I don't have the time, and energy for your shits.
If you think you're on the right side,
Prove it.
Prove me wrong.
If you can't do it.
SHUT UP.
Show me what you can do with your power.
I can assure you that you can do nothing much,
Because you are powerless.
I did not just dislike you because of minor stuff.
But when all the minor stuffs sum up together,
It's something huge.
You always thought you did nothing wrong,
In fact,
Everything you did was wrong.
So wrong.
You mean nothing to me anymore.
The position is just merely something to remind me of what you did to me,
So I can always remind myself to not to trust you too much.
There's no more position.
Everything will back to normal.
Names.
Because I don't know when I will have to edit the information again,
And it's troublesome.
Just names is enough.
Hmm,
Speaking of that,
What shall I name you?
Traitor? Betrayer? Idiot? Baddie? Meanie? Or should it be TheOneIDislike?
Annoying person maybe?
Who knows?
I don't know.
Friday, February 18, 2011
"Slowly", YooChun said as he patted my back. I couldn't stop. The water taste so nice, so refreshing. I looked at YooChun, trying to use my eyes to tell him that I want more of that water. "You can't drink too much at one time. I'll bring you another glass later after you talk to Victoria. Okay?" he kissed my cheeks and left the room.
"I'm sorry", was all I could said after so many things happened. "I'm the one who should say sorry. I had forgotten that it was your 21st birthday. I should had told you to stay at home with Master instead of celebrating your birthday. I'm sorry." Victoria was crying by the time she finished her sentence. I was... Blur? Lost? I don't know. It's so confusing.Master? My 21st
birthday? What's this?!
The door bang opened the next second. YooChun... No, it's not Yoochun, he looks like YooChun but he's not. "Enough! You'd said too much!", it was YooChun's voice. What's wrong with him? Why was he so mad? Since when he had a tattoo on his cheek? "YooChun-ah?", I called him, unsure if who he was. "Yes, my love?", he answered back.. His eyes soften when he met my gaze and he's normal again. I was so reliefed. I looked at his arm again, the tattoo is not there anymore. "You should rest more,babe. We'll talk tomorrow", he kissed my cheeks again and I fell asleep after that.
I woke up the next morning, feeling so energetic, I decided to go out for jogging. YooChun wrapped his arms around my waist, locking me in that position. "Ahhh!!!!" I screamed, because I never slept on the bed with a guy before! He was startled and his expression was so cute that I couldn't control myself and so I laughed out loud.. He pulled me closer to him, I could feel his chest against my back. He's so warm..
I love this feeling. I love the warmth..
I turned to face him and I snuggled closed to him. I want his warmth to wrap around me, it made me feel so protected. "How're you feeling today,babe?", he asked. "What you think?", I tried to sound sarcastic but it turned out to be mad. "I'm sorry. I couldn't tell you much because you can't take it all at one time. I'll tell you bit by bit, okay? One day, you can ask me 5 questions." he stroke my hair, waiting for my response. "Okay, can I start asking now?", I looked at him.
God, since when did he look so charmingly handsome like an angel? Is this how he looks like every morning? Then I want to be his wife, so that I can look at him handsome face, while surrounded by his warmth.
"Hmmm", he nodded. "Who're you?", he was startled, again, by my question.. I couldn't deny it, but he's really cute whenever he look startled! "You know who I am, shouldn't you ask what I am??", he said, in a playful way. "What're you YooChun?", I was serious, and I want to know. "Not a human, nor an angel like what you thought just now.", he answered. "Then? Tell me who you are YooChun", I was begging him. He let out a long sigh, "I'm afraid you'll leave me if I tell you. You'll be scared of me."
I felt hurted, does my love look that cheap and realistic? Couldn't he feel that I really love him? I turned away, I don't want him to see my sad face. "I won't, I promise..." and I mean it. He hugged me tighter, "You know Lucifer?", I nodded my head, "I'm his brother, Micifer. It was not recorded in the history, because we're not the Fallen ones." I feel like slapping him for telling me such thing. "I don't believe it", was all I said before I playfully hit his chest. "You saw me Changed yesterday, you saw the tattoo, you know my name, Micifer. Victoria is not your twin sister. She's your servant. I can read your mind, and others too. Victoria had been protecting you since you were born because your soul possessed a great power that can destroy our Realm." YooChun said slowly, giving me time to digest information by information.
"Then who... No, what is Victoria?", I asked. I really want to know that who and what is my sister all these while. "Victoria is one of the oldest vampire ever existed in this world, she might be the oldest and strongest vampire now. She's the Vampire Council's president", YooChun answered, and I was in awe. I couldn't believe it! Lucifer? and now Vampire?! "My love, I think that's enough for today.. And just to let you know, I can read your mind. I couldn't control it so I'm sorry if I invaded your privacy. I love you", he kissed my lips before he got up and went to the bathroom.
And I just realised another thing, he was T-O-P-L-E-S-S! How come I didn't realised that?! He's so fair! Ahhh, he looks.. HOT.
"*cough* I can hear you. Thanks for the compliment, and I'll stay topless for the whole day, just for you, so no worry, you will be looking at my topless BODY for today.", he chuckled cutely and ran to the bathroom.. I was blushing hard!
Ahhh!!!! That's so embarassing!!!
I can hear the shower running, I crept into the bathroom, wanted to scare him. "Ahhh!!!!", instead of scaring him, I scared myself.. He was standing behind the door and when I opened the door, he was right in front of me! "My love, you're a bit perverted, aren't you? Wanna peep on me?", he motioned closer to me until I reached the wall. I tried to speak, but my mind was blank.
I just did another god damn embarassing thing!!
"Well, at least you realised", he chuckled before letting me go. I don't dare to ask him what he wanted to have for breakfast. Who knows that his answer might be 'human flesh', 'I don't eat' and so on. "I want to eat American Breakfast with a glass of milk. Thank you dear.", he closed the door and continued his morning routine.
I went to the fridge to check what he had in it. It was quite impressive to see how loaded his refridgerator was. The amount of food was enough to make a party for 50-60 people! "He must be a big eater", I whispered to myself. Minutes later, I had finished cooking. It was easy to make American Breakfast because I owned a western cuisine restaurant at the age of 20. It was the first place where I met YooChun, and I was working back then. We're in a relationship months later and I told him that I like the restaurant very much. Who knows on my 20th birthday, my biggest birthday present was a restaurant?! I was shocked and all he said to me was "Happy Birthday my love.. I hope you love this. I'm willing to do anything for you. For us. I love you.."
"You still remember? You sure have a good memory!", YooChun said playfully as he patted my head like I'm a small puppy. He smiled and took a bite of the bacon. I glared at him and snatch off the whole piece of bacon and I ate it all. I thought he was going to scold me, but despite of scolding me, he looked at me with his puppy eyes. My heart soften and I sighed, "Alright, alright.. I'll make you another breakfast. Happy now?" "I don't want to have American Breakfast anymore. I want something else", he said.
"What you want?"
"What you think?"
"Erm, Special American Breakfast?"
"Hahahaha! No, my dear. I want to eat you."
"Me?! What?!!!" Oh my god! He's really a devil, and now he wanted to devour me!
"Ahem, no one wants to eat you, especially me!" he pointed to himself.
"Oh really? I thought you were starving!"
"I was! But I'm...."
YooChun look... Shy? I wonder what's wrong with him today. I mean he had never been this
cute, and cheerful. He never show me his cute side! >,< When I was busy thinking how cute he was, I did not realise that he's so close to me until our forehead touches each other's. I jumped at the sudden contact.
"Er, YooChun-ah..", my voice was shaking. "Hmm?" he answered as he moved closer to me. Our lips were just few centimetres apart, I can feel his breathe against me cheeks. I'm feeling hot. The next thing I know was we were kissing in the kitchen. And the only thing I didn't know was someone was watching us! YooChun pulled me closer to me as his lips sucking mine gently. I'd never kissed like this before, this felt like heaven. He pulled away and both of us were breathing heavily, catching the breathe that we loss.
"What're you looking at?", YooChun asked annoyingly. It was then I realised we were being watched! I could feel myself blushing. "Am I not allowed to look when you're doing it in a public place?", the guy answered. I turned and I saw an angel. He is really an angel! He has a perfect feature face and he look so hauntingly charming and beautiful! He's too beautiful to be a man! "Hello. I'm Kim Jaejoong", the angel said. YooChun cleared his throat and said "He's not an angel."
Oops.. Sorry. I forgotten that you can read my mind. I'm just lost. Sorry YooChun-ah..
His lips curved into a smile "It's okay, my love."
"Ohh.. Er, hi. I'm..." YooChun cut off my sentence by saying my name on my behalf. "She's Park PuiSan", he paused "or you can call her Zeen." I nodded my head in agreement. Then the reality hit me.
Ahem! I don't remember my surname was PARK! Since when I'm a Park?!
"Since you spent the night with me in my room.", Yoochun answered, making Jaejoong chuckled at us. "Ehhhh?!!! Jaejoong-shii, don't misunderstood!! We did nothing! I'm still...." and YooChun cut off my sentence by coughing. Fake coughing. I practically yelled in the kitchen because of the stupid statement!. "Both of you are so cute! YooChun-ah.. You must take good care of her!" Jaejoong say as he patted YooChun's head. He looks like a kiddo! I couldn't help myself laughing at YooChun. "This is Kim Jaejoong, also known as Hecifer Kim.", I stopped laughing. He's another family member of Lucifer? This is so shocking! "Babe, he's Lucifer's lover, Hecifer. I'll bring you to my brother later, okay?" he said, dragging me into the garden.
Brother? Mr.Lucifer?! Seriously?!
"Yes, seriously. Why are you so shocked anyway?? He'll be happy to meet you!"
"But.. YooChun-ah.."
"Don't worry dear. I'm always by your side. I promise I'll take care and protect you."
I smiled as his words keep in repeating in my head countlessly. I hope it's not just an empty promise.
=IN THE EVENING=
"YooChun-ah, where is your brother?" I asked nervously. We had been waiting in his brother's room for 30 minutes already and still, he's not here yet.
"I'm here. Micifer-ah, when didn't you inform me earlier that you're bringing her along?", a very manly voice asked. I turned around and I saw a very handsome young, tall man standing at the stairs. He has such a small face and tanned skin, he's totally different from YooChun! "Ah, mianhe hyung! I thought you know! After all, you're THE LUCIFER~", they laughed at the so-called joke. "So, she's the First One? She's really something, don't you think? To have you, the strongest one in Lucifer family to fall for her so deeply", YooChun nodded his head in agreement.
Are my ears playing tricks on me? The strongest one in the family is YooChun, but not Lucifer?! What a joke!
"Anyway, I'm the Leader and my name is U-know Jung Yunho, also know as Lucifer.", Yunho said. I still prefer calling them by their korean name than their real "Name". "I believe you haven't meet the rest yet. Should I call them over for dinner later?", he asked me. I just nodded my head. I'm scared to speak to him. What if I said something wrong? He'll kill me for sure! YooChun suddenly looked at me shockingly, I gave him a what?! look.. His face soften as he saw my frighten face. "We don't kill, my dear. So don't worry.." he said, holding my hand tightly. I let out a sigh of relief.
It's almost dinner time. No it's supper. According to Yunho, their dinner is always at midnight, when all of them are free for the Gathering. It sounds like their busy all the time. Well, YooChun is the most free among 5 of them. Hahahah, lucky me! Or else, I'll have to survive all by myself!
"Annyeong, Micifer-hyung! Where had you been? I miiiiiiiiissssss you!!!", a very tall guy entered the room and in a flash, he had throwed himself towards YooChun, hugging him tightly. "Aish, this kid. You're gonna crush me to death Changmin-ah!", YooChun said. And both of them just laughed. "Hyung, didn't I tell you not to call me Changmin? Call me by the Name!", the tall guy nagged. "Araso, araso!" YooChun answered.
"Maxcifer-ah, this is PuiSan, the First One.", YooChun paused and looked at me, "My love, this is Shim Changmin, also known as Maxcifer. He's the youngest and also the fastest among 5 of us." Changmin looked at me with his eyes so wide that I swear I can put an egg into his eyes! "H-Hi... I'm S-Shim... No.. I'm M-Ma... Maxcifer..", he stuttered. I chuckled at his cuteness, and he looked more surprised when he saw me laughing. "What's wrong?", I asked. "Eh!! You laughed!!!". I give him a =.= look. "Of course she laughed! We haven't free her from the seal yet!", Yunho said, and I was stunned..
Seal? What seal?
"My love, let's wait for the Jaejoong-hyung and Junsu at the dining hall."
"Hmm.."
At the dining hall, I couldn't stop thinking about what Yunho said just now. I keep on thinking and thinking. "You know, about what Yunho-hyung said just now,is true.", YooChun said, breaking the silence between us. I just kept quiet. "Later, after dinner, we'll talk to you about this matter. It's something very serious, and we need full protection to this, because there're many eavesdropper and assassinator." YooChun said as he looked at the night sky. I looked up too, but I saw something. "YooChun-ah, can you see that?", I asked. "Hmm? What? Where?", he asked me back, he sounds a bit panic. I was feeling scared suddenly. "YooChun-ah, can't you see? There!!", I pointed to the sky. "W-Wha.. Damn! Get in and call for Yunho!", he yelled at me, but my legs were paralyzed. I couldn't move.
I saw a very bright ray light was shot to our direction. But YooChun couldn't see it. He was looking everywhere, at all direction. I don't know what to do, I was so afraid that he'll get hit by the light. I ran to him and hugged him. He seemed to know what's happening. Instead of me protecting him from the ray of light, he protected me. He shifted our position and he hugged me tighter. I screamed as light hit us, at full force. I could feel the force, so strong that it sent us flying few metres away from the garden. Then everything black out.
I woke up seconds later, as if some power were calling for me to wake up. I could feel someone lying on top of me. His hands protecting my head, his body was blocking mine. It was YooChun. I tried my best to pushed him away, but he did not moved even an inch. "YooChun-ahh..." I called for him, my voice was trembling. What if something happened to him? I can't lose him! "YooChun-ah.. Stop playing! Wake up!!", I screamed. With all my strength, I pushed him away. He rolled to my side. Immediately I sat up and kneel beside him. He fainted, and he was bleeding.
I was crying. I don't know what to do. "Micifer-hyung!!!", Changmin yelled as he saw us. "Changmin-ah! Help YooChun! Please! Help him!! Please!", I was begging him. Changmin looked at me with disbelief. "YooChun-ah!! Wake up pabo!! Don't leave me!! Wake upppp!!!!", I screamed my lungs out. But there's no reaction from him. Changmin examined YooChun's body, searching for something. "What're you doing Changmin-ah?" I asked. "Where's the necklace?!", he yelled. "What necklace?", I asked. Then I felt something in my neck. It was YooChun's necklace. Changmin's eye widen as he saw the necklace on my neck.
"Why did you take it?! It's the only thing Micifer-hyung has to protect him!!", he yelled at me. "i-I.... I don't know.. I don't have this just now. I don't know!", I screamed. I put my hand on YooChun's heart, trying to feel his heart beat. But he was gone. He had no heart beat. I cried even harder. I killed my lover. I killed YooChun. It was me who supposed to die. "YooChun-ah. I beg you, please come back to me", I whispered to the sky. As if the wind heard my wishes, they swirl around me and YooChun. The wind got stronger and stronger. I was nearly blown away by the strong wind, but a warm hand grasp my wrist pulled me out of the swirling wind. "Are you okay, my dear?", YooChun asked me. I just looked at him, as if I saw a ghost. Then I hugged him. "YooChun-ah, don't do that to me again! I'm so scared!", I cried.
"I'm sorry babe. I was gone, and suddenly I felt a strong force pulling me back from leaving the Realm. Then I heard your voice, I know I have to come back to protect you", he said.
Don't protect me. I don't want to lose you anymore. Losing you for a few minutes is so painful to me. I can bear to lose you forever YooChun-ah! I'll protect myself. And I'll protect you too.
"Pabo! There's no such thing in this world! I'm the one who should protect you!", YooChun patted my head as he said. "I don't care!", I yelled, "I don't want to lose you!!".
From far, we could hear Yunho's loud voice saying "Get back in here! It's dangerous as we can't see it!". I was kind of... blur? I mean hello! It's a so bright ray of light, how come you all couldn't see it?! It nearly killed me and YooChun!
YooChun looked at me, shocked. I looked back at him, indifferent. Then Changmin dragged both of us into the house within seconds! He was indeed very fast! "Micifer-hyung, mind explaining why was that necklace with her?!", Changmin pointed at me. "We have no time for this, Changmin, go get Jaejoong and Junsu here. Now. If you're not back within 15 minutes, you'll be severely punished.", Yunho commanded. Changmin just obeyed and 'poof!' he went.
"Yunho-hyung....", YooChun paused, "she can see it.". Both of them remained silent until Changmin returned with the angel. I mean Jaejoong-shii. And another quite angelic looking-like guy. I think he's Junsu that they'd been talking about.. "Yes, my dear, he's Junsu. Kim Junsu, also known as Xicifer. He's Jaejoong's younger brother.", YooChun said. "Now, shall we start? And YooChun, I know it's still very early and very risky to evoke her power tonight. We can't wait anymore." Yunho said firmly. "No!! You can't do that hyung!", YooChun protested.
Are they quarreling because of me? What's happening?
I felt very dizzy suddenly, but luckily the Junsu guy came to my side and helped me. His touch felt so.... different. It seems like I'm being touched by some God. I looked at him, he look confused and shocked. I felt a lot better eventhough I'm still feeling slightly dizzy as I sat on the couch. Junsu was about to let go of my arm, but I held onto him. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm feeling stronger as every second passed. It was then I heard YooChun whispering something to Yunho. They looked at me, and "Damn! Baby! Let go of Junsu!! Now!", YooChun yelled at me. "I.... I can't... I just can't...", I said, refused to let go. I looked at Junsu's face again, he look so pale now. I alomst couldn't recognise him!
"My love, listen to me. If you don't want to kill Junsu, let go of his hand. You'll kill him if you keep holding his hand. Come on, babe. listen to me, okay??", YooChun was persuading me to let go. I hesitate at first, then I let go. As I let go, Junsu fell onto the tiled floor. He fainted. Jaejoong-shii glared at me. "I'm sorry. I don't know what I had done!", I said as I knelt beside Junsu's body. All of them is looking at me now, waiting for me to touch Junsu again, and they'll get rid of me. I don't care what they'll do.
I reached out my hand for Junsu's face, as I touched his face, my hand slowly went to his neck, then his chest, then to his heart. "Junsu-shii, I'm sorry", I whispered as my tears started rolling down my cheeks again. "It's alright", a unfamiliar voice said. I looked at Junsu's face, hoping it was Junsu's voice. And thank god! It was Junsu's voice! He's awake now! I was so relieved!
"Now you see what she can do. Just now she did the same thing to Micifer-hyung.", Changmin told Yunho. Yunho just nodded his head.
"We have to move now. Let's go to Jaejoong's place. I'll meet you guys there in 5 minutes. Don't be late. And if anything happens, you know The Secret Code.", Yunho said as all of us listened and obeyed him. Yunho carried Junsu while Jaejoong walked beside him, they disappeared
from our sight in a second!
They're really not human!
"Didn't I told you that before my dear?", YooChun looked at me. "YooChun-ah, where is Jaejoong-shii's place?", I asked. "I can't tell you, but I'll bring you there. Are you ready?", I hesitate again. I don't know what I'm doing and what trouble I'm getting into but I just replied "Yes,". He nodded his head and Victoria appeared behind him. "My lady," she bowed to me. "Victoria! Where'd you been? What're you doing here?", I asked in excitement. I never thought I'll see her again!
"My lady, we shall move whenever you're ready," she said. She's different from who she was last time, but I'm grateful that at least she's here now! At least I'm not surrounded by the guys! "Okay, let's move", I replied. "I'll carry you and close your eyes", I did as what she told me and I felt my whole body was lifted from the ground. I opened my eyes and all I could see was the trees. We're in a forest?! She was moving so fast that everything looked so blurry to me. Then I heard something.
"I'm sorry", was all I could said after so many things happened. "I'm the one who should say sorry. I had forgotten that it was your 21st birthday. I should had told you to stay at home with Master instead of celebrating your birthday. I'm sorry." Victoria was crying by the time she finished her sentence. I was... Blur? Lost? I don't know. It's so confusing.Master? My 21st
birthday? What's this?!
The door bang opened the next second. YooChun... No, it's not Yoochun, he looks like YooChun but he's not. "Enough! You'd said too much!", it was YooChun's voice. What's wrong with him? Why was he so mad? Since when he had a tattoo on his cheek? "YooChun-ah?", I called him, unsure if who he was. "Yes, my love?", he answered back.. His eyes soften when he met my gaze and he's normal again. I was so reliefed. I looked at his arm again, the tattoo is not there anymore. "You should rest more,babe. We'll talk tomorrow", he kissed my cheeks again and I fell asleep after that.
I woke up the next morning, feeling so energetic, I decided to go out for jogging. YooChun wrapped his arms around my waist, locking me in that position. "Ahhh!!!!" I screamed, because I never slept on the bed with a guy before! He was startled and his expression was so cute that I couldn't control myself and so I laughed out loud.. He pulled me closer to him, I could feel his chest against my back. He's so warm..
I love this feeling. I love the warmth..
I turned to face him and I snuggled closed to him. I want his warmth to wrap around me, it made me feel so protected. "How're you feeling today,babe?", he asked. "What you think?", I tried to sound sarcastic but it turned out to be mad. "I'm sorry. I couldn't tell you much because you can't take it all at one time. I'll tell you bit by bit, okay? One day, you can ask me 5 questions." he stroke my hair, waiting for my response. "Okay, can I start asking now?", I looked at him.
God, since when did he look so charmingly handsome like an angel? Is this how he looks like every morning? Then I want to be his wife, so that I can look at him handsome face, while surrounded by his warmth.
"Hmmm", he nodded. "Who're you?", he was startled, again, by my question.. I couldn't deny it, but he's really cute whenever he look startled! "You know who I am, shouldn't you ask what I am??", he said, in a playful way. "What're you YooChun?", I was serious, and I want to know. "Not a human, nor an angel like what you thought just now.", he answered. "Then? Tell me who you are YooChun", I was begging him. He let out a long sigh, "I'm afraid you'll leave me if I tell you. You'll be scared of me."
I felt hurted, does my love look that cheap and realistic? Couldn't he feel that I really love him? I turned away, I don't want him to see my sad face. "I won't, I promise..." and I mean it. He hugged me tighter, "You know Lucifer?", I nodded my head, "I'm his brother, Micifer. It was not recorded in the history, because we're not the Fallen ones." I feel like slapping him for telling me such thing. "I don't believe it", was all I said before I playfully hit his chest. "You saw me Changed yesterday, you saw the tattoo, you know my name, Micifer. Victoria is not your twin sister. She's your servant. I can read your mind, and others too. Victoria had been protecting you since you were born because your soul possessed a great power that can destroy our Realm." YooChun said slowly, giving me time to digest information by information.
"Then who... No, what is Victoria?", I asked. I really want to know that who and what is my sister all these while. "Victoria is one of the oldest vampire ever existed in this world, she might be the oldest and strongest vampire now. She's the Vampire Council's president", YooChun answered, and I was in awe. I couldn't believe it! Lucifer? and now Vampire?! "My love, I think that's enough for today.. And just to let you know, I can read your mind. I couldn't control it so I'm sorry if I invaded your privacy. I love you", he kissed my lips before he got up and went to the bathroom.
And I just realised another thing, he was T-O-P-L-E-S-S! How come I didn't realised that?! He's so fair! Ahhh, he looks.. HOT.
"*cough* I can hear you. Thanks for the compliment, and I'll stay topless for the whole day, just for you, so no worry, you will be looking at my topless BODY for today.", he chuckled cutely and ran to the bathroom.. I was blushing hard!
Ahhh!!!! That's so embarassing!!!
I can hear the shower running, I crept into the bathroom, wanted to scare him. "Ahhh!!!!", instead of scaring him, I scared myself.. He was standing behind the door and when I opened the door, he was right in front of me! "My love, you're a bit perverted, aren't you? Wanna peep on me?", he motioned closer to me until I reached the wall. I tried to speak, but my mind was blank.
I just did another god damn embarassing thing!!
"Well, at least you realised", he chuckled before letting me go. I don't dare to ask him what he wanted to have for breakfast. Who knows that his answer might be 'human flesh', 'I don't eat' and so on. "I want to eat American Breakfast with a glass of milk. Thank you dear.", he closed the door and continued his morning routine.
I went to the fridge to check what he had in it. It was quite impressive to see how loaded his refridgerator was. The amount of food was enough to make a party for 50-60 people! "He must be a big eater", I whispered to myself. Minutes later, I had finished cooking. It was easy to make American Breakfast because I owned a western cuisine restaurant at the age of 20. It was the first place where I met YooChun, and I was working back then. We're in a relationship months later and I told him that I like the restaurant very much. Who knows on my 20th birthday, my biggest birthday present was a restaurant?! I was shocked and all he said to me was "Happy Birthday my love.. I hope you love this. I'm willing to do anything for you. For us. I love you.."
"You still remember? You sure have a good memory!", YooChun said playfully as he patted my head like I'm a small puppy. He smiled and took a bite of the bacon. I glared at him and snatch off the whole piece of bacon and I ate it all. I thought he was going to scold me, but despite of scolding me, he looked at me with his puppy eyes. My heart soften and I sighed, "Alright, alright.. I'll make you another breakfast. Happy now?" "I don't want to have American Breakfast anymore. I want something else", he said.
"What you want?"
"What you think?"
"Erm, Special American Breakfast?"
"Hahahaha! No, my dear. I want to eat you."
"Me?! What?!!!" Oh my god! He's really a devil, and now he wanted to devour me!
"Ahem, no one wants to eat you, especially me!" he pointed to himself.
"Oh really? I thought you were starving!"
"I was! But I'm...."
YooChun look... Shy? I wonder what's wrong with him today. I mean he had never been this
cute, and cheerful. He never show me his cute side! >,< When I was busy thinking how cute he was, I did not realise that he's so close to me until our forehead touches each other's. I jumped at the sudden contact.
"Er, YooChun-ah..", my voice was shaking. "Hmm?" he answered as he moved closer to me. Our lips were just few centimetres apart, I can feel his breathe against me cheeks. I'm feeling hot. The next thing I know was we were kissing in the kitchen. And the only thing I didn't know was someone was watching us! YooChun pulled me closer to me as his lips sucking mine gently. I'd never kissed like this before, this felt like heaven. He pulled away and both of us were breathing heavily, catching the breathe that we loss.
"What're you looking at?", YooChun asked annoyingly. It was then I realised we were being watched! I could feel myself blushing. "Am I not allowed to look when you're doing it in a public place?", the guy answered. I turned and I saw an angel. He is really an angel! He has a perfect feature face and he look so hauntingly charming and beautiful! He's too beautiful to be a man! "Hello. I'm Kim Jaejoong", the angel said. YooChun cleared his throat and said "He's not an angel."
Oops.. Sorry. I forgotten that you can read my mind. I'm just lost. Sorry YooChun-ah..
His lips curved into a smile "It's okay, my love."
"Ohh.. Er, hi. I'm..." YooChun cut off my sentence by saying my name on my behalf. "She's Park PuiSan", he paused "or you can call her Zeen." I nodded my head in agreement. Then the reality hit me.
Ahem! I don't remember my surname was PARK! Since when I'm a Park?!
"Since you spent the night with me in my room.", Yoochun answered, making Jaejoong chuckled at us. "Ehhhh?!!! Jaejoong-shii, don't misunderstood!! We did nothing! I'm still...." and YooChun cut off my sentence by coughing. Fake coughing. I practically yelled in the kitchen because of the stupid statement!. "Both of you are so cute! YooChun-ah.. You must take good care of her!" Jaejoong say as he patted YooChun's head. He looks like a kiddo! I couldn't help myself laughing at YooChun. "This is Kim Jaejoong, also known as Hecifer Kim.", I stopped laughing. He's another family member of Lucifer? This is so shocking! "Babe, he's Lucifer's lover, Hecifer. I'll bring you to my brother later, okay?" he said, dragging me into the garden.
Brother? Mr.Lucifer?! Seriously?!
"Yes, seriously. Why are you so shocked anyway?? He'll be happy to meet you!"
"But.. YooChun-ah.."
"Don't worry dear. I'm always by your side. I promise I'll take care and protect you."
I smiled as his words keep in repeating in my head countlessly. I hope it's not just an empty promise.
=IN THE EVENING=
"YooChun-ah, where is your brother?" I asked nervously. We had been waiting in his brother's room for 30 minutes already and still, he's not here yet.
"I'm here. Micifer-ah, when didn't you inform me earlier that you're bringing her along?", a very manly voice asked. I turned around and I saw a very handsome young, tall man standing at the stairs. He has such a small face and tanned skin, he's totally different from YooChun! "Ah, mianhe hyung! I thought you know! After all, you're THE LUCIFER~", they laughed at the so-called joke. "So, she's the First One? She's really something, don't you think? To have you, the strongest one in Lucifer family to fall for her so deeply", YooChun nodded his head in agreement.
Are my ears playing tricks on me? The strongest one in the family is YooChun, but not Lucifer?! What a joke!
"Anyway, I'm the Leader and my name is U-know Jung Yunho, also know as Lucifer.", Yunho said. I still prefer calling them by their korean name than their real "Name". "I believe you haven't meet the rest yet. Should I call them over for dinner later?", he asked me. I just nodded my head. I'm scared to speak to him. What if I said something wrong? He'll kill me for sure! YooChun suddenly looked at me shockingly, I gave him a what?! look.. His face soften as he saw my frighten face. "We don't kill, my dear. So don't worry.." he said, holding my hand tightly. I let out a sigh of relief.
It's almost dinner time. No it's supper. According to Yunho, their dinner is always at midnight, when all of them are free for the Gathering. It sounds like their busy all the time. Well, YooChun is the most free among 5 of them. Hahahah, lucky me! Or else, I'll have to survive all by myself!
"Annyeong, Micifer-hyung! Where had you been? I miiiiiiiiissssss you!!!", a very tall guy entered the room and in a flash, he had throwed himself towards YooChun, hugging him tightly. "Aish, this kid. You're gonna crush me to death Changmin-ah!", YooChun said. And both of them just laughed. "Hyung, didn't I tell you not to call me Changmin? Call me by the Name!", the tall guy nagged. "Araso, araso!" YooChun answered.
"Maxcifer-ah, this is PuiSan, the First One.", YooChun paused and looked at me, "My love, this is Shim Changmin, also known as Maxcifer. He's the youngest and also the fastest among 5 of us." Changmin looked at me with his eyes so wide that I swear I can put an egg into his eyes! "H-Hi... I'm S-Shim... No.. I'm M-Ma... Maxcifer..", he stuttered. I chuckled at his cuteness, and he looked more surprised when he saw me laughing. "What's wrong?", I asked. "Eh!! You laughed!!!". I give him a =.= look. "Of course she laughed! We haven't free her from the seal yet!", Yunho said, and I was stunned..
Seal? What seal?
"My love, let's wait for the Jaejoong-hyung and Junsu at the dining hall."
"Hmm.."
At the dining hall, I couldn't stop thinking about what Yunho said just now. I keep on thinking and thinking. "You know, about what Yunho-hyung said just now,is true.", YooChun said, breaking the silence between us. I just kept quiet. "Later, after dinner, we'll talk to you about this matter. It's something very serious, and we need full protection to this, because there're many eavesdropper and assassinator." YooChun said as he looked at the night sky. I looked up too, but I saw something. "YooChun-ah, can you see that?", I asked. "Hmm? What? Where?", he asked me back, he sounds a bit panic. I was feeling scared suddenly. "YooChun-ah, can't you see? There!!", I pointed to the sky. "W-Wha.. Damn! Get in and call for Yunho!", he yelled at me, but my legs were paralyzed. I couldn't move.
I saw a very bright ray light was shot to our direction. But YooChun couldn't see it. He was looking everywhere, at all direction. I don't know what to do, I was so afraid that he'll get hit by the light. I ran to him and hugged him. He seemed to know what's happening. Instead of me protecting him from the ray of light, he protected me. He shifted our position and he hugged me tighter. I screamed as light hit us, at full force. I could feel the force, so strong that it sent us flying few metres away from the garden. Then everything black out.
I woke up seconds later, as if some power were calling for me to wake up. I could feel someone lying on top of me. His hands protecting my head, his body was blocking mine. It was YooChun. I tried my best to pushed him away, but he did not moved even an inch. "YooChun-ahh..." I called for him, my voice was trembling. What if something happened to him? I can't lose him! "YooChun-ah.. Stop playing! Wake up!!", I screamed. With all my strength, I pushed him away. He rolled to my side. Immediately I sat up and kneel beside him. He fainted, and he was bleeding.
I was crying. I don't know what to do. "Micifer-hyung!!!", Changmin yelled as he saw us. "Changmin-ah! Help YooChun! Please! Help him!! Please!", I was begging him. Changmin looked at me with disbelief. "YooChun-ah!! Wake up pabo!! Don't leave me!! Wake upppp!!!!", I screamed my lungs out. But there's no reaction from him. Changmin examined YooChun's body, searching for something. "What're you doing Changmin-ah?" I asked. "Where's the necklace?!", he yelled. "What necklace?", I asked. Then I felt something in my neck. It was YooChun's necklace. Changmin's eye widen as he saw the necklace on my neck.
"Why did you take it?! It's the only thing Micifer-hyung has to protect him!!", he yelled at me. "i-I.... I don't know.. I don't have this just now. I don't know!", I screamed. I put my hand on YooChun's heart, trying to feel his heart beat. But he was gone. He had no heart beat. I cried even harder. I killed my lover. I killed YooChun. It was me who supposed to die. "YooChun-ah. I beg you, please come back to me", I whispered to the sky. As if the wind heard my wishes, they swirl around me and YooChun. The wind got stronger and stronger. I was nearly blown away by the strong wind, but a warm hand grasp my wrist pulled me out of the swirling wind. "Are you okay, my dear?", YooChun asked me. I just looked at him, as if I saw a ghost. Then I hugged him. "YooChun-ah, don't do that to me again! I'm so scared!", I cried.
"I'm sorry babe. I was gone, and suddenly I felt a strong force pulling me back from leaving the Realm. Then I heard your voice, I know I have to come back to protect you", he said.
Don't protect me. I don't want to lose you anymore. Losing you for a few minutes is so painful to me. I can bear to lose you forever YooChun-ah! I'll protect myself. And I'll protect you too.
"Pabo! There's no such thing in this world! I'm the one who should protect you!", YooChun patted my head as he said. "I don't care!", I yelled, "I don't want to lose you!!".
From far, we could hear Yunho's loud voice saying "Get back in here! It's dangerous as we can't see it!". I was kind of... blur? I mean hello! It's a so bright ray of light, how come you all couldn't see it?! It nearly killed me and YooChun!
YooChun looked at me, shocked. I looked back at him, indifferent. Then Changmin dragged both of us into the house within seconds! He was indeed very fast! "Micifer-hyung, mind explaining why was that necklace with her?!", Changmin pointed at me. "We have no time for this, Changmin, go get Jaejoong and Junsu here. Now. If you're not back within 15 minutes, you'll be severely punished.", Yunho commanded. Changmin just obeyed and 'poof!' he went.
"Yunho-hyung....", YooChun paused, "she can see it.". Both of them remained silent until Changmin returned with the angel. I mean Jaejoong-shii. And another quite angelic looking-like guy. I think he's Junsu that they'd been talking about.. "Yes, my dear, he's Junsu. Kim Junsu, also known as Xicifer. He's Jaejoong's younger brother.", YooChun said. "Now, shall we start? And YooChun, I know it's still very early and very risky to evoke her power tonight. We can't wait anymore." Yunho said firmly. "No!! You can't do that hyung!", YooChun protested.
Are they quarreling because of me? What's happening?
I felt very dizzy suddenly, but luckily the Junsu guy came to my side and helped me. His touch felt so.... different. It seems like I'm being touched by some God. I looked at him, he look confused and shocked. I felt a lot better eventhough I'm still feeling slightly dizzy as I sat on the couch. Junsu was about to let go of my arm, but I held onto him. I don't know what I'm doing, I'm feeling stronger as every second passed. It was then I heard YooChun whispering something to Yunho. They looked at me, and "Damn! Baby! Let go of Junsu!! Now!", YooChun yelled at me. "I.... I can't... I just can't...", I said, refused to let go. I looked at Junsu's face again, he look so pale now. I alomst couldn't recognise him!
"My love, listen to me. If you don't want to kill Junsu, let go of his hand. You'll kill him if you keep holding his hand. Come on, babe. listen to me, okay??", YooChun was persuading me to let go. I hesitate at first, then I let go. As I let go, Junsu fell onto the tiled floor. He fainted. Jaejoong-shii glared at me. "I'm sorry. I don't know what I had done!", I said as I knelt beside Junsu's body. All of them is looking at me now, waiting for me to touch Junsu again, and they'll get rid of me. I don't care what they'll do.
I reached out my hand for Junsu's face, as I touched his face, my hand slowly went to his neck, then his chest, then to his heart. "Junsu-shii, I'm sorry", I whispered as my tears started rolling down my cheeks again. "It's alright", a unfamiliar voice said. I looked at Junsu's face, hoping it was Junsu's voice. And thank god! It was Junsu's voice! He's awake now! I was so relieved!
"Now you see what she can do. Just now she did the same thing to Micifer-hyung.", Changmin told Yunho. Yunho just nodded his head.
"We have to move now. Let's go to Jaejoong's place. I'll meet you guys there in 5 minutes. Don't be late. And if anything happens, you know The Secret Code.", Yunho said as all of us listened and obeyed him. Yunho carried Junsu while Jaejoong walked beside him, they disappeared
from our sight in a second!
They're really not human!
"Didn't I told you that before my dear?", YooChun looked at me. "YooChun-ah, where is Jaejoong-shii's place?", I asked. "I can't tell you, but I'll bring you there. Are you ready?", I hesitate again. I don't know what I'm doing and what trouble I'm getting into but I just replied "Yes,". He nodded his head and Victoria appeared behind him. "My lady," she bowed to me. "Victoria! Where'd you been? What're you doing here?", I asked in excitement. I never thought I'll see her again!
"My lady, we shall move whenever you're ready," she said. She's different from who she was last time, but I'm grateful that at least she's here now! At least I'm not surrounded by the guys! "Okay, let's move", I replied. "I'll carry you and close your eyes", I did as what she told me and I felt my whole body was lifted from the ground. I opened my eyes and all I could see was the trees. We're in a forest?! She was moving so fast that everything looked so blurry to me. Then I heard something.
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