2013

2013 did not begin and its not as good as I expected.
Well, well, well,
What else could it be?

I hate staying with my brother and his girlfriend.
I HATE IT SO MUCH
Seriously, what's the problem between us?
Why would you complain about the dog?
If you don't want to take care of it, then let it be.
I'll take care of it.
Why would you interfere and rants about his place, his food, and everything?
Why would you go through all the trouble and FORCE Rocky to eat dog food?
When you know he hates it and he don't eat it.
He didn't eat for a day now. I don't know about today.
Will you be responsible for whatever that's going to happen to rocky boy?
Obviously you won't.
Then shut the fuck up and let me handle the things.

Why should I pay for the rental when I'm staying with you?
I'm your sister, your sibling, your family.
What is this?
And why do I have to change rocky's food and have to pay extra RM100 for it?
Just why?
Why are we not looking for a remedy? Why are we always looking for faults?
Why is it so hard to live with you?
What's really happening?

Which part of me that annoys you so much until you said you wants to slap me?
Which part of me that upsets your girlfriend so much until she used a nickname "cockroach" to represents me?
And even asks you to kill the cockroach?
Hate me that much?
Then kick me out!
Or else shut the fuck up and lead your fucking life.

Do I have a attitude problem or is it both of you that have a problem?
Why not try to improve ourselves and look for more solutions instead of arguing almost everyday.
What's the point?
I don't see the place I'm staying as a home, or a house.
To me, it's just a HOTEL.
Why?
No reason. To be exact, I don't need a reason at all.
A house that has no warmth, no love nor protection.

How am I going to live in this house for 356 days?
DAMN!

I found this picture at FB and I shared it out because I was so fat when I was Form 5! Even I, myself finds it unbelievable! Then, my cousin commented on my picture saying that I looks different now. Eddie saw that comment and says :

"Of course you looks different, I'm beside you."

He was talking about our profile picture. That's one of the sweetest things he said <3 p="p">

The first thing that he made me smile is the way he express he misses me. He said 

"I can't focus when I'm playing games on my PSP, I don't know what I'm watching on the television, I don't know what's going on when I'm reading the comic. Nothing feels right, because I miss you so much."

He's such a sweetheart. I'm missing him so much right now. <3 font="font">