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*laughs*
I'm someone great!
Don't you know that,huh?

What's great about me:
-a look that can make a kid cry
-can make people smile
-go through many obstacles, and I SURVIVED!
-very funny
-not so good at imagination, but good enough to make my readers' mood jumble up..Haha
-very good at TYPING ERROR..


My message content was:

I never thought that person so fast can get me AADBSK Season 2.. I also never expected that the sales assisstant of Cheerful Lifestyle will help me to get the TOHOSHINKI LIMITED COMPLETE BOX SEX..

WHY SHOULD I?

I don't know why but it seems like everyone is asking me to stop loving him..
Not really everyone,
But most of my friends..

#1 said that she'll support my decision,
Although from time to time she'll say him dumb dumb or ask me to stop loving him..
As for #2, she kind of supporting me! Thanks babes!
#3??
SIgh...
She's having a problem now..
Anyway,
#3,
Remember that you can always talk to us,
We won't turn away..
Instead,
we'll sit together,
And listen to you!

Well,Well...
Ckm had changed..
Not a lot,
But at least she changed!
But her annoyance still get on my nerve sometimes..
Yesterday,
Out of nowhere,
She asked me to stop loving Zunren..
I was kind of shocked..
And Klein also said that I should stop loving him..

WHY?!

Hahaha,
I'll stick to my decision,
That is continue loving him...
No matter what it takes,
Because I found out that although there's some cute and handsome guy attracted my attention..
But whenever I look at those cute or handsome guys,
I'll be looking at them and,
Wondering WHY YOU can't be as good looking as them,
But as I'm wondering,
I tell myself:
He's not as good looking as them because he is Lim Zunren, the guy that make me fall for him for no reason..

As time passed,
My feelings for you should have vanished..
But for me,
It's the other way round..
Instead of vanish, it grows..
My love for you is growing day by day..

I don't dare to stop myself from loving you NOW because I know myself,
I fall in love very easily..
Incase I really don't love Zunren anymore,
I'll definitely fall for Micky(I know it's ridiculous) or.......
You guys might thought I'm crazy if I fall for Micky..
But guess what..

Everyday I online,
The first thing I do is not log in to Facebook,
But search for Micky's latest news...
And when I log in to Facebook,
I'll first view Micky's profile/account to see what's new..
I know I'm like a stalker,
But I'm just worried that he can't handle those stress and fall sick or something like that..
He need to go for the fan meetings, his drama shooting and the latest one was his manager was being accused for assaulting..

Sigh..
I love both of you..
Lim Zunren, a normal people like me,
And..
Park Yoochun, a famous star..

WHAT A DAY?!

Laugh like hell in class today..
And GUESS WHAT?!
Yiwen reached earlier than me to school today!
REALLY A MIRACLE MAN!
With G-Dragon's wife singing Impossible by Shontelle really lighten up our day!
She's just sooooo funny! Hahahahaha,
Then...
She got freaked because #2 shook her hand while she's holding a novel,
And when she "AAAHH" out of nowhere,
She freaked Feyfey's baby and I just can't stop laughing at Feyfey's baby's expression+reaction!

Then they had fun with my cellophone tape AGAIN,
There's "PODOLSKI THE BEST :)", "OZIL", and "AMANDA FERNANDO TORRES"..
I was laughing too much and I'm so freaking tired..
So I took a nap! Hahahahaha

Oh yeah,
I can't stop imagining Micky's cute, handsome, cool, funny, crazy a lot more faces!!
I just feel HIGH!
Hahaha

Had Add Maths and Modern Maths tuition today..
I felt so spirited during Modern Maths lesson,
It's weird for me,
Because I'll at least yawn for a few times!

Steven teased a guy,
Poor guy,
But he light up the whole class with his shyness and his humour..LOL

During Add Maths class,
Steven told us STORIES like usual,
But today he told us a lot I guess,
Because when I checked #1's watch,
It's already 5:35 and we hadn't started example 1 yet!!!
LOLS

My day ended pretty good I guess,
but not for my neighbour..
I think the son and mother quarreled..
The son is just STANDARD SIX!!
When I sneak a peek,
I saw the son hugging his mother from the back,
Then I saw his mother holding onto a chair,
Wanted to stand on it..
I was like " She's going to hang herself INFRONT OF HER CHILDRENS??!!!"
Is she mad?
Luckily,
Nothing happen..

I hope Micky's manager is INNOCENT!!
And I WANT Micky to BEAT KIM HYUN JOONG!
Micky's Sungkyunghwan Scandal MUST BEAT Kim Hyun Joong's Playful Kiss!!!
Yeah!
Will check out something tomorrow..
HAHAHAHAHA

I had no idea for my post's title.. I just leave it EMPTY..

YEAH!! Meeting him tomorrow (hopefully)..
I'm missing him like crazy!

Yesterday was my third encouter with Muffler at MusicWorld..
God!!
He's much taller than we last met and he's so cute yesterday..
Well, I actually blush A BIT!
Hahahaha, I'm still a teen after all!

I never thought it's true..
Well,
Life is full of unexpected obstacles, right?
Now,
I meet my BIGGEST obstacle..

He love her,
Although I love him..
I know both of their secret..

I can't let her know that he REALLY loves her,
And I can't do what I wanted to do before to him..

DAMN!
I DON'T FEEL HURT!

Hurt too much before,
Now,
I'm SLOWLY turning to be a cruel creature..
Maybe not cruel enough..

I want to be CLEAN AND CLEAR wit him,
but doing so will hurt him,
I want to share with her,
But HELL NO!
she can't know about this..

What's the best way of handling this matter?
KEEP MY DAMN MOUTH SHUT..
That's the best way ever..

Of course,
There's consequences for everything we do,
And the consequences for KEEPING MY DAMN MOUTH SHUT is...
I'll get hurt..
A LOT MORE COMPARE TO LAST TIME.
And I need to stay strong..

When I broke down someday,
All I need is a little room,
My BANANA, PILLOW, BLANKET,
and I'll rest my head on the PILLOW,
Hugging my BANANA,
And cover myself COMPLETELY using the BLANKET,

abd cry SILENTLY..

This picture is for #1!!!! DONT MISUND!

So....


You're happy to see me?


I wonder whether am I hallucinating..


Saw you entered the class and you smiled at me..


Then you're sitting there by yourself.


Smiling over and over again..





But I don't think you're happy because you saw me..


It must be something else..


Anyway!!!!





I FREAKING MISS YOU!





I wish I can chat with you,


But I can't..





Had lots of fun with #2 today..


I laugh like hell..


I mean WE..


This is how the conversation goes:





#2: Who got KILLER ABS HUH?


Me: *thinking*


#2: Lee Joon?


Me: Taylor (I don't remember Taylor Lautner's last name that time and Taylor Swift's name pop up in my head.)


Me: Taylor......Swift..


#2: *WHAT???!!!! LOOK*


Me: *blur* 3 seconds later..





I realised that how could a FEMALE singer will have KILLER ABS?!


WE'RE LAUGHING LIKE HELL!


LOL





#1,


This is what you want..


Anyway,


My blog is only open to #1,#2 and #3 only..


So you guys may put ANY COMMENT!!

HOW LONG MORE?

HOW LONG MORE?
JUST TELL ME!
HOW LONG MORE DO I NEED TO SUFFER LIKE THIS?

Last month and early of this month is a hell for me..
Why hell?
'Cause too many things happened at the same time..

Please,
Don't be a faker in front of me,
Your acting skill is way too far to cheat me..
You think I'll trust you just like that?
No fucking way!

Who you think you are to mess up my life?
How much I wish I can get you out of my life,
You won't do it?
Want me give you the chance?
I can!!
There must be a payback to whatever you/I do..

I don't mind hurting all of you at once,
I can take the pain ONCE AGAIN,
The pain that's 3 times more than what you all will go through,
You know why?
Because I'm used of getting hurt by people..

Now,
I'm just a feelingless and numb creature..

I know I'll continuosly get hurt by Zunren,
And if I make the decision to give you that chance,
I'll get more pain..
But Pook is right..
Just do it, then take some time to heal you wound and recover yourself

I'll give myself, and all of you 15 days to think and clear the mess out of my, and your minds..
When it's time, I shall decide.
20th of July, will be all of our big day.
GET YOURSELF PREPARED.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!

DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!!
ISH..

THAT PERSON ALREADY SPOIL MY MOOD,
AND NOW YOU ADD SALT TO MY WOUND?!
THANKS LOTS MR.LIM!

GOSH!
I'M STILL WANDERING WHY I WOULD FALL FOR YOU AT THE FIRST PLACE?!

STUPID ME!

YOU DON'T CARE!
WHY AM I CHEATING MYSELF?
OR DID I??

I WISH

WHAT DO I WISH FOR?
VERY EASY...
FUCK OFF!

1) YOU NEVER KNOW YOUR ATTITUDE, AS HE ALWAYS SAID, YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE
2) YOU NEVER KNOW THE LINE
3) YOU SUCK
4)YOU MORON
5)YOU IDIOT
7)YOU BITCH
8)YOU FAKER
9)YOU ANNOYING BRAT
10)YOU ACT CUTE FREAK
11)YOU IRRITATING
12)YOUR SUCKY VOICE
13)YOU COWARD
14)YOU FAKE MY HAPPINESS
15)YOU MOOD SPOILER
16)YOU BOND SPOILER
17)YOU DAY SPOILER
18)YOU LIFE SPOILER
19)YOU ASSHOLE
20)YOU FUCKER
21)YOU SPOIL EVERYTHING!!

NOW, FUCK THE HELL OFF!

I WONDER WHETHER WILL MY LIFE BE EASIER IF I DID WHAT PARK YONG HA DID!

HAPPINESS+SADNESS

*Sigh
I knew I'll be feeling sad soon,
Since I had SO much fun today...
But I never expected it to be so fast..

I chatted with him,
And he asked me to kill him before he be Prime Minister..
(We were chatting about his future job)
And I said that I can't kill my #4!

He pretended he didn't saw that word...

Before he offline,
I told him that #4 means my best friend #4,
And he let out a sigh of relief..

The conversation:

Me: You thought what? My 4th crush? LOL
Him: yes
-THE END-

I was like WTH?!
You're so relief that I'm treating you as #4,
And once again,
You'd proved to me that,
Lying to you is a good thing for you,
But...
Lying to you,
Only brings me sadness and hurting myself..

I thought of telling you that I still love you,
But after tonight's incident,
I don't think I have the bravery anymore..

Sorry for lying to you..
I don't knkow why I feel so hurt right now,
I wish I can have someone to talk to...
I don't know why, because of you, I'm weeping silently again in my room,
Afraid that they'll hear me..

Just before I really let go of you,
I wanna tell you that,

I LOVE YOU

although you'd hurted me a lot

TO MR. LIM ZUNREN

If you love her,
You should confess!
What are you waiting for?
Waiting for the God to give you approval to confess?
Don't be an idiot!

What's so great about Man's Pride?
Don't be ridiculous!
Just say you wanna make friend!
After making friend with her,
CONFESS!

Wait until you got the mood then only go and make friend with her?!
NONSENSE!
If you really like her,
You should make a move!
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

I'm a girl,
But yet,
I DARE to confess to you BEFORE making friend with you!
Why am I mad?
Because you're not taking this seriously!
You should do it!
Go and talk to her!

I wish I can tell you "I LOVE YOU"!

You're Paying Attention!

Ehh?
You're having flu also?
You must take care ya..

I had went to see doctor earlier just now,
DAMN!
The medicine is killing my taste buds!
It's bitter that a bittergourd!
YUCK!

Still,
My flu tak sampai hati to leave me..
sobs..