Thursday, July 29, 2010

WHY SHOULD I?

I don't know why but it seems like everyone is asking me to stop loving him..
Not really everyone,
But most of my friends..

#1 said that she'll support my decision,
Although from time to time she'll say him dumb dumb or ask me to stop loving him..
As for #2, she kind of supporting me! Thanks babes!
#3??
SIgh...
She's having a problem now..
Anyway,
#3,
Remember that you can always talk to us,
We won't turn away..
Instead,
we'll sit together,
And listen to you!

Well,Well...
Ckm had changed..
Not a lot,
But at least she changed!
But her annoyance still get on my nerve sometimes..
Yesterday,
Out of nowhere,
She asked me to stop loving Zunren..
I was kind of shocked..
And Klein also said that I should stop loving him..

WHY?!

Hahaha,
I'll stick to my decision,
That is continue loving him...
No matter what it takes,
Because I found out that although there's some cute and handsome guy attracted my attention..
But whenever I look at those cute or handsome guys,
I'll be looking at them and,
Wondering WHY YOU can't be as good looking as them,
But as I'm wondering,
I tell myself:
He's not as good looking as them because he is Lim Zunren, the guy that make me fall for him for no reason..

As time passed,
My feelings for you should have vanished..
But for me,
It's the other way round..
Instead of vanish, it grows..
My love for you is growing day by day..

I don't dare to stop myself from loving you NOW because I know myself,
I fall in love very easily..
Incase I really don't love Zunren anymore,
I'll definitely fall for Micky(I know it's ridiculous) or.......
You guys might thought I'm crazy if I fall for Micky..
But guess what..

Everyday I online,
The first thing I do is not log in to Facebook,
But search for Micky's latest news...
And when I log in to Facebook,
I'll first view Micky's profile/account to see what's new..
I know I'm like a stalker,
But I'm just worried that he can't handle those stress and fall sick or something like that..
He need to go for the fan meetings, his drama shooting and the latest one was his manager was being accused for assaulting..

Sigh..
I love both of you..
Lim Zunren, a normal people like me,
And..
Park Yoochun, a famous star..

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