HOW LONG MORE?

HOW LONG MORE?
JUST TELL ME!
HOW LONG MORE DO I NEED TO SUFFER LIKE THIS?

Last month and early of this month is a hell for me..
Why hell?
'Cause too many things happened at the same time..

Please,
Don't be a faker in front of me,
Your acting skill is way too far to cheat me..
You think I'll trust you just like that?
No fucking way!

Who you think you are to mess up my life?
How much I wish I can get you out of my life,
You won't do it?
Want me give you the chance?
I can!!
There must be a payback to whatever you/I do..

I don't mind hurting all of you at once,
I can take the pain ONCE AGAIN,
The pain that's 3 times more than what you all will go through,
You know why?
Because I'm used of getting hurt by people..

Now,
I'm just a feelingless and numb creature..

I know I'll continuosly get hurt by Zunren,
And if I make the decision to give you that chance,
I'll get more pain..
But Pook is right..
Just do it, then take some time to heal you wound and recover yourself

I'll give myself, and all of you 15 days to think and clear the mess out of my, and your minds..
When it's time, I shall decide.
20th of July, will be all of our big day.
GET YOURSELF PREPARED.