Should I Change?

My recent activity was attending Ranger's camp..
I did a good job by bringing everyone and together as one..
I guess..

Anyway, I had been checking on his profile recently..
And most of his post have something to do with sexual stuff..
I really hurts me when I knew the guy that I love is that type of person..
(the type that kind of likes sexual A LOT)

I wish i could stop loving him,
what i'm trying to say here is STOP!!
I need to totally 100% erase my feeling towards him..
Left nothing but just friend's friendship..
No more LOVE..

But there is one thing I need to control after I completely erase my feeling towards him,
That is my feel to Yuchun,'Recently I'm getting more and more into him..
And once I lose control of my feelings,
I will fall for Yuchun,
seriously..
I'm Aries, and it's very true that Aries falls in love EASILY,
Of course I will be happy falling in love wit him,
But I wish i could fall in love with someone around me,
And that someone can be with me whenever I need him..

Just like how much I need my #1 and #2..

And PEOPLE!!
I had my #3 already..lols

Only For Yuchun

Few days ago, I went to Jusco accompanied by #1..
What's our main purpose there?
Only one,
That is look for a nice, stylish, trendy, hot, simple, and will make Yuchun good-looking stuff..
The stuff that I mean is a Jacket or maybe a coat..

We went to G2000, The first place that popped in my mind when I think of where to buy..
Well, it's pretty nice, and that piece of clothe cost RM459..
It's cheaper than what I'd thought..
I am definitey crAzy and obssess with Yuchun..

He's not only just an artist and singer in my heart,
he is something more..
Anyway,

Yuchun's birthday is coming up,
I really hope I could the birthday present for him..

I CHERISH him,
I ADORE him,
I ADMIRE him,
I LIKE him,
I LOVE him,
He is always the BEST!

The Uses Of Sanitary Pad

As most of us know,
There're many types and brands of pad..
For example:
Kotex, Sofy, Whisper, Laurier ant etc..

Well, we only know that pad is only use when girls are having their menstrual cycle,
But today,
Some classmates of mine had proven to me that we can use pad for other stuff..

The other uses are:
1)Model with it
2)Chinese fan dance using it as the fan
3)Use it to wipe mouth after finish eating (though it's clean, but its disgusting)
4)Use as make up removal's cotton..

The lesson today we'd learned was the other usage os sanitary pads besides than using it for menstrual cycle..
Here, I, Zeen, would like to thanks Ms. Mario, Ms.Professor of the Sex Talk Club..
Thanks for sharing such a useful knowledge with us..
thank you

Genting Trip

I am supposed to post some pictures,
but my bluetooth is giving me tons of trouble..haiz

Genting trip was pretty fun, tired and EXTREMELY CRAZY
I am so lazy to type much..
Feeling frustrated, tired and extremely miss Yuchun oppa..

Yuchun,
I really very very miss you..
You might be facing tons of problems now,
And i can't do anything to lighten your burden except for moral support,
I'll just pray for you that everything will be okay soon,
And NO SUCH ISSUE THAT DBSK IS DISBANDING!

MICKY YOOCHUN,
ALL THE BEST!!

I Can't Believe My Taste

I like MICKY PARK YUCHUN from DBSK so so so so so damn much,
As if he's my lover..

But I can't believe the guy that I love has such characteristics:
1)No sense of fashion
2)Use NARUTO purse
3)Wears scandal to MY BIRTHDAY ceelebration
4)Avoided eye contact when you talk to him
5)Bite fingers when he's TALKING to me..

But I love the whole HIM,
I don't really mind,
Cause love doesn't count these things

17th April 2010, Saturday

Today is the day that the recriuts of 7th and 8th coy enrollen to become guides..
Its so damn fun today..

ZL drank 4 bowls of grape drink, as she was damn thirsty,
While her gang almost the same too..
Then during water game,
They(ZL's gang too) fight for LEMON fruit's flesh..
What a funny batch they are..

Then #1 and I went to my home to prepare to Jusco..
The plan doesn't really go as how I planned..
Well, ML was here,
And he celebrated my birthday with me..
haha XD XD

We went to KBOX,
but definitely not only 2 of us,
There were Miss Vampire-Like, #1, and #2..
He then gave me my birthday present..

*I should had lowered my expectation,
He gave me a 'lil accessory box,
Which is PINK in colour and,
There are LACE on it..

I'm so unhappy..
But I still need to pretend that I love it so damn much..
*I am such a faker..

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