I'm doing my best..
But it's not the best yet..
It's not good enough..
Now,
I'm afraid of the circumstances...

It had became my habit to make a blog post without a title..
What can I do about it?
I should brainstorm my brain just for a title?
I don't think so~
So yesterday was BM tuition day!
Yeay!!
Happy again!!
Because Zunren sat the same place as last week..
I think he's gonna sit there permanently becauss his whole gang had moved to sit the row before my row..LOL
Gonna be happy!!
There's one thing I dislike is his gang is so noisy!
Noisy Noisy Noisy!!
Luckily it's BM class.
If it's maths,
He better sit far away!!

Plan to go to library was cancelled because no one's going~
SAD!!
But what to do?
Aww~~~
SKKS,
Micky is feeling GAY..
He thought he like a GUY!!
Hahahaha,
He's cute!
And when he's mad,
He's handsome!!
Can't wait for the next episode!!
:D
That's all for now~
BYEBYE!!

I was actually quite disappointed that you didn't come and talked to me..
But...
I know how you feel..
Because even I feel scared too! LMAO..
So we had agreed on going out and have a drink after exam..
For now,
I can...
RELAX~~
Althought I'm still tension and stress about exam!

Gambateh Puisan!
You can do it!
(I wish I can =.=)
Maybe I was too nervous about Zunren talking to me,
And laugh like hell with Yiwen at tuition..
I feel so tired!
But I'm still here,
Because I feel like 'talking' with my bloggie~
Ahh,
And all the energy that I got from looking at you at tuition had all used up!
When you stood behind me just now..
I feel nothing but NERVOUS!!!
LOL...
Scared that you might 'hey' me.. Or tap my shoulder and talk to me..
Anyway, gotta go~
Micky is waiting for me!
Love you!!

ACCUSING PEOPLE IS A SIN!!

Why I say it's a sin?
Because you just hurt that person's feeling by accusing and saying mean words!
I hate you grandma!
What's with your brain?
Did you got blinded by that fatass's ass?!
I did not break your fucking ashtray!

Since when was the last time I cried myself to sleep?
I don't know~
But I can't hold it any longer..
I gotta go..
And I might never return again..
You'll be happy about it.

Since when you have become a funnier person?

I was tired of studying yesterday so I texted few people..
I texted Zunren too..
This is how it goes:

Me: Hello~

Zunren: ~izit me you're looking for~

I was startled by this kind of reply!!!Then I replied him..

Me: ~are you not lim zunren~lols~

Zunren: Yes, it's a song.

Me:LOL.. Studying?

Zunren: tuition-ing..

Me: Sorry!

Zunren: it's okay.

Me: I'll text you later.. Sorry for interupting! *bow*

He NEVER replied me like that before, especially during tuition.. He'll just ignore my messages and carried on..but today, he's somehow different?

Then at 12:12a.m..

Me: I know this is random..but I'm just bored..Sorry if I distubed.. but good night people! [sorry*bow*]

Zunren: Ya, it's ok

I was shocked!! He replied even it's over 12?! Never happened when it's school day!!

Me: Nor yet sleep?

Zunren: No. Burning oils.

Me: Owh.. Don't burn till too late.. bad for your brain~

Zunren: Okay,, I go to bed now.

My reaction was *?!!!!* Is he really Lim Zunren today?!

LOL.. I'm haviing insomnia again! Hope after this I can sleep..

I think I found someone who can share my thought all the time..
I mean I already have my best friends,
But it's not wrong to add one more, right?
He's Brandon BoyBoy~
LMAO..
It's the nickname that I made for him..
He call me Puisan GirlGirl..
LOL
But honestly,
I won't believe him that much for now,
Because disappointment comes from too much anticipation..
So...
Just be close friends with him first~
Before we can enter the best friend stage~
Well,
At least there's a guy for me to consult when I can't understand why HE(lzr) act/react like this..
MUAHAHAHA..

I had a dream few days ago,
That's I uploaded all my pictures..
Random pictures..
And I accidentally uploaded my birthday celebration pictures!!
I was freaking panic,
Because in the picture,
There's him in it~
LMAO,
It's just a dream..

And there's something that In just realised..
That's I hate myself..
I seriously hate myself for everything..
If I doesn't exist,
My sister can save so much money..
And the money that she saved can use for my younger sister's operation in future..
Her operation is extremely massive..
It's divided to 4 stages..
It means she needs to undergo 4 times of operation,
And if a very very small accident occur during the operation,
She'll be paralysed fpr the rest of her life..
The best Spine Operation with the highest success rate is in India,
But their treatment sucks,
Because they're so dirty~
So in the end,
Andrea decided to let Malaysia doctors to do it..

*Sigh~
Problems keep on coming..
What should I do if I can't hold on any longer?
My grandma is a pain in the ass,
SHE SUCKS!!!!!!!!
Gosh,
I seriously dislikes her now!
Gotta go out later to settle some financial stuff again~
How many times do I need to do it?
I just feel so bored!
And about Zunren..
I don't know what should I do..
Should I talk to him?
Or shouldn't I?
I had no idea!

I just feel so troubled now..
SO damn troubled!

ANOTHER AMAZING HAPPINESS

Well,
Today..
I was shocked when he sat in front of me..
As in the fourth row from the last,
I sit at the 2nd row..
So...
HAHAHAHAHA..
Honestly,
I was stunned while holding the stack of paper..
And Karyan said : What're you doing? Take your paper la..
Then only I came back to reality..
LOL

Today Karyan and I gone crazy..
Hahahaha,
We laughed and chatted non-stop..
And he still said I look quiet..
I mean today we're already very noisy..
But TO HIM, I'm not noisy enough..
LOL..
Actually,
It's not me who influenced him..
About the song addiction..
I think it's Yiwen,
Because that's a must-sing song for Yiwen everytime we go Kbox..
Anyway,
THANKS YIWEN!!!
Muahahaha!!

Although I don't feel that happy already..
But still,
It made me smile whenever I think about it!
And he want to talk to me!
I was like "WHAT?!!!!!!!"
In flesh some more!
Means face to face..
I scared I'll faint..
Should I use my old tactic to avoid this from happening?
Haiz,
I don't know..
Anyway,
Zunren!!
You did make my night a great night!! :D