How should I express it?

I really want to do it,

But it's the same like you're starting a business when you didn't even take business management classes!

The risk.

I can't afford to lost him.

I mean, he is a great friend...

If I'm going to be truthful to him,

He'll be shocked.

I just hope that things will turn out to be okay

*pray hard*

It was one of the happiest moment in my life...

I'm glad that you asked, almost immediately.

I'm happy that you care.

Brandon encouraged me to tell the truth to him.

Well,

I was kinda motivated to do so,

Sadly,

This is not the time... Yet, maybe.

Had a great time with Brandon yesterday.

Called him and chatted for an hour++

Funny stories were revealed one by one and we couldn't help laughing at each other's story.

It was fun.

I'm feeling better after a few hours of sleep!

NAME: Ng Phooi San

AGE: 17

BIRTHDATE: 16th of April

PRESENT ADDRESS: ----

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = mineral water

2. last phone call = 20 minutes ago -from and to Mun Kah

3. last text message = from and to Mun Kah

4. last song you listened to = I Love You by Micky Yoochun

5. last time you cried = last week??

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = If I'm looking for death!

7. been cheated on = what? Friendship? Countless times!

8. kissed someone & regretted it = YES! JoeYee!!! It was 100% an accident! But it's just a kiss on the cheek though

9. lost someone special = Yeap

10. been depressed = All the time!

11. been drunk and threw up = Been drunk- maybe yes. Threw up?! NO!!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. RED! (Cassiopeia and Big East's colour)

13. Blue

14. White

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = A LOT!!

16. Fallen out of love = No, I guess..

17. Laughed until you cried = Thousands of time!

18. Met someone who changed you = I think so.

19. Found out who your true friends were = I thought I did. But it was a false alarm! =.=

20. Found out someone was talking about you = All the time!

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Joe Yee!

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 85% of them

24. Do you have any pets = A dog!

25. Do you want to change your name = NO. It's a prove that my mother loves me!

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Camping! LOL

27. What time did you wake up today = 8:49 am!

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Erm. Just reached home?

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Live with my bro and sis!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = 5 years ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Studying at Selangor's school instead of Main Convent, LOL

32. What are you listening to right now = Keyboard typing sound

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= No.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = My granny's stupid stories

35. Most visited webpage = facebook, dbsknights, twitter, blogger, youtube, dailymotion

37. Nickname = -----

38. Relationship Status = Single! :D

39. Zodiac sign = Aries

40. He or She = SHE

41. Elementary = Main Convent

42. High School = SMK Bukit Jelutong, Main Convent

43. College = ----

44. Hair color = Pitch black. HAHAHAHA

45. Long or short = Long!

46. Height = 168cm!!

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Duh! Yes!

48. What do you like about yourself? = Being too easily convinced.

49. Piercings = Ears.

50. Tattoos = No, but I wanna get one. hehehe

51. Righty or lefty = Right~

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = no

53. First piercing = when I was 4

54. First best friend = Karyan

55. First sport you joined = Netball

56. First vacation = Kuala Lumpur?

58. First pair of trainers = No idea.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nope

60. Drinking = Nope

61. I'm about to = *publish post*

62. Listening to = Daisy's voice~~~

63. Waiting to= Sleep!

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yeahhh.

65. Get Married? = If not how am I going to get my OWN kids? Hopefully, it's HIM. *dreaming!*

66. Career? = hoping to be a pilot

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs!

69. Shorter or taller = Taller..

70. Older or Younger = Older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = no idea.

73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive!

74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = not any of that

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = No

77. Drank hard liquor = Not really hard

78. Lost glasses/contacts = a bit

79. I deleted this question for innocent purposes = okay...

80. Broke someone's heart = yeah, sorry about it except for the latest issue.

81. Had your own heart broken = for gazillion time

82. Been arrested = no la

83. Turned someone down = Well, yeah.

84. Cried when someone died = I'm not that cold-blooded!!!

85. Fallen for a friend = A love relationship grew from a friend relationship, isn't it?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = it must be Yoochun when I saw him at the showcase!!!!

89. Heaven = not really

90. Santa Claus = No way!

91. Kiss on the first date = I don't think so

92. Angels = Yeahhh

It's been a long time.

I'm feeling great again.

I'm doing better than I expected!

Well,

What can I say?

I'm a naturally born happy-go-lucky type.

Inherited from my mum <3

Ohhhhhhh,

And I finally know what's wrong!

You are immature.

That's the problem.

WHO WILL BE THE COMMITTEE BOARD MEMBER FOR PHOTOGRAPHY AND JOURNALISM CLUB OF SMC FOR YEAR 2012?

We're discussing now :)

Ohhh,

Headache again.

A sign that I'll get insomnia soon :(

Now this post is about you. Yes, you, YI WEN..

Like checking me out and get yourself emotionally disturbed again?

Go ahead, I won't stop you,

But you can't stop me either.

Because THIS IS MY BLOG!

You're 17!

And you needs your parents to come and solve your school matter?

Are you afraid that you'll lose if you confront me?

Well, you already LOST!

You all thought I'm so stupid that I don't know what's going on?!

Hello!! I'm Ng Phooi San.

You think you can cover your lies?

You're completely speechless when I asked you about it.

Weren't you confident and fierce enough when you said that you'll not CARE A THING anymore?

Weren't you confident and fierce when you said that I'm stubborn, I'm wrong, this and that?

THEN WHY ARE YOU SO SPEECHLESS WHEN I ASKED YOU:

1) Are YOU ALL boycotting the meeting

2) Did you all back stabbed my back

3) Did you all lied to me

Only these 3 questions. ONLY 3. I could have asked more, but you'll end up COMPLETELY SPEECHLESS AND WASTE MY CREDIT!

You're at your limit and you decided to quit?

I'm at my limit too!

Use your brain and think whether you're right or not!

Quitting without considering the effect?

You don't have the potential/quality to be a leader, or to be someone who leads.

Because small little things like this you also cannot handle!

Before you all back stabbed me, did you all think what's with my sudden change that make you all want to back stab me?

NO.

None of you tried to understand me.

None of you know what I'm going through.

Then what right do you have to back stab me as if I'm completely wrong?

Do you dare to say: I'M 100% RIGHT!

You might dare,

But is this the truth?

You and I know it very well.

You offended me first..

I called you yesterday and you said : Okay. Let's talk this calmly.

You're NOT CALM AT ALL.

I'm talking to you nicely,

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S BEING SO DEFENSIVE.

Why?

Because you can't afford to lose to me.

Today we did talked.

Even before I start,

You're already MAD.

MAD GIRL, you're the one who said wanna talk things calmly.

You're THE ONE WHO'S NOT CALM.

And you framing me and blaming me?

Think for yourself.

If you still think you're right, go ahead.

You'll only be another stubborn-headed person in future.

Just try to open up and accept what people say.

I accepted your words. Why can't you?

Because you're even more stubborn than me.

Because you can't lose to me.

For you, your pride is very important.

How important could your pride be when you lost your common senses and humanity senses?

Think properly,

You need your parents to come to the school to SOLVE YOUR PROBLEM.

You're not only troubling them, of course your parents will not feel troubled.

But don't you feel bad?

It's YOUR OWN school's club's problem,

Not your parents.

You're not a baby anymore.

You're not a kid anymore.

Please, grow up!

You're so annoying with your mighty attitude.

With your annoyed face.

I hate looking at your face now.

I hate you now.

I HATE YOU.

You broke the friendship first, not me.

And I'm glad that you do it.

Because having a sadistic friend like you will make my days gloomy.

And having a extreme sensitive and easily influenced friend like you is a bad thing.

Both of you have the same attitude.

Childish.

HATE ME FOR THIS POST?

BELIEVE ME,

I HATE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING.

Because of your reckless actions.