These few days, I had been fetching Eddie to SPPK NC to help out and make him work.
*I just can't stand seeing someone who has the ability but don't make full use of his/her ability.

Eddie followed me to Parade to discuss something with my new customers.
There was a moment when Eddie asked me for a mirror and I don't have it and his reaction is so surprised!
"Hah?! You don't have a mirror?!" ----> that was what he said to me.
After roadshow at Pologround, we went for dinner at Tong Sui Street.
Then Eddie wanted to tell Kuanyee and Sean that mirror story but I stopped him because it's so embarrassing!
Then Kuanyee said "Seems like both of you spend quite a quality time together this afternoon."
Sean was so quiet. "/
Sean was craving for some snack after dinner and I reminded him about the fried wanton that he wants to forget so badly. I can't eat it because I'm only allowed to eat veges for this whole month.
So Eddie and him ordered one plate and make those crunchy noise when they bite on the fried wanton.
Sean ate the fried wanton with such big action just to make me feel jealous because I can't eat.

At first, when Sean kept on asking me to join them walk on it. I refused to  but then I took of my heels and walk together with them. They started walking first but I finished it faster than both of them.
They kept on saying "Why you so geng one? Why you so expressionless one? Not pain aa? Why you so fast one?"
I just focus on finishing it. I was surprised with the determination that I have when I was walking on those stones. It's painful. But not as painful as my life's journey. That's why I managed to finish walking it :)
*back to the story
I said "They're so funny. When I joined them, I finished faster than them!"
Then Sean said "No la, I let you win only. I can chase you one!"
Immediately, Kuanyee said "Huh? You want to chase Phooisan? You sure?"
Then Sean and I was like so embarrassed and kept on denying it.
Eddie was sitting across me and asked "What if Sean really chase you?"
My answer was "I'll only decide after I became Global Expansion Team Member"

BUT THEN.
I can feel Eddie trying to dig information about my life.
No one really asked about my past.
He is the first one in Herbalife who asked me.
Have you dated anyone before? What kind of things that people can't say about you?
He's asking quite a lot. And he's really caring. I can feel it. Very, very caring.
I'm aware of it and I don't tell him much. He's not qualified to know about me that much, yet.
You're such a nice person and I don't have the heart to hurt you.
I'm hoping and praying hard that you're just being friendly and caring :)

Strength and Hope

Today was the last day of 90-Days Plan.
I joined this Plan since the first day. Time flies!
I've been working as a Herbalife Independent Distributor for almost 4 months already.
It feels. Unbelievable.

Today, Viya went on stage and asked us to close our eyes.
Then she asked "Who think his/her life is really very hard now? Please raise your hand."
I gave it a thought, and yes, I raised my hand.
"Think again. Is your life really so hard? Is everything so hard for you right now?"
I still raise my hand.

Yes, my life is so hard right now.
I've never experience such HARDship before.
It's beyond my imagination.
Yes, I want to change it.
But I'm not desperate enough to make a move.
A move that will change everything.
A move that will make everything better.
My situation is bad.
Bad to the extent where I'm limited to what I can do.
I used to be so free, not bound by anything.
But now, I feel like I'm living in a prison.
Bound by the obstacles.

I want to change. Yes, I want to change so badly.
I keep on praying, wishing for things to get better.
Praying to God, asking for His help to give me strength and hope to go on.
The problem now is, I don't know what I can do to change it.
Whatever I do, comes to no avail.
I want to ask for help.
But what kind of help should I ask for?
Who should I ask?

When Viya asked "Is your life very very hard now?"
I can feel my eyes burning, the tears are coming.
That's how hard my life is.
I can no longer control.
I've let my fears control me.
I've never been like this for the past 18 years.
This, is the first time in my life.
This is a lesson that can't be learned at any College or University.
This is a lesson that is given by God.
I know, if I can go through this, I'll win another battle.
But to me, this looks more like a war.
I've lose some battles, to win this war.
But I don't have the confidence.
Lack of strategies? I don't know.
Support? I have no idea!

I just wish, I'll be given strength and hope to overcome this.

BOOT CAMP @ Penang

I've to say that Boot Camp changed my life.
I don't need huge events like Extravaganza.
Boot Camp's power is more than enough to show me the answer that I'm looking for.
It shows me what Mark Hughes saw in Herbalife.
I've learned so much in 2 days.
Thanks a lot to my sponsor for going there with me.

It's just too incredible! Too extraordinary until I don't know what else I can say!

One Day Trip To KL x 2

Wondering why my title is "One Day Trip to KL x 2"?
It was because I went to KL on Saturday and came back on the same day,
And I went to KL again on Sunday and came back on the same day also.

On Saturday, I went to Maluri to listen to HonYang's sharing.
While on Sunday, I sent my colleague to his college as his course starts on the next day.

There was only 2 of us, but it was fun. I mean, yeah.
He drove when we were going to KL and after we reached KL, I drove.
After he was done with his college stuff, we went for lunch at Sunway Pyramid.
We had Burger King and somehow I lost my appetite.
Maybe it's because it's past my usual lunch time. "/

Then I fetched him to KL Sentral and he fell asleep halfway.
He is much more tired, both physically and mentally.
It was funny how he held the GPS and fell asleep when he was suppose to tell me which way to go.
Thank God I found my way. LOL

Then drop him off at his dorm. And I went back to Ipoh. Yes, just like that.
Nothing else.
Of course, HERBALIFE PEOPLE won't think like that.
*Sigh
I didn't waste much time to explain to them because I know they'll keep on saying and saying about it.

The moment they saw me at Tesco Station 18, they showed me their grins.
And then, all sorts of questions were asked!
"Are you sad?" "Did you do some intensive activity?" "Did the car shake badly?" "Do you miss him?" "Did you lose 'it'?" "Did you guys spend some quality time alone?"

I have to admit we did chat a little. I mean there's only 2 of us and we must talk somehow. We're humans, we need to speak! But we didn't talk much either.

Okay, I know I crapped too much. Overall, I enjoyed the journey although it was tiring.

As I did more roadshows with my fellow colleagues, I've learned how to be calm while explaining the 8 index. I even know what it'll caused if certain index is high or low and what's the factor. Practice makes perfect. This morning, I explained to the uncle by my own. And I did it! I'm so so so thankful.
My aim is to be supervisor by next month!
GO! GO! GO! I CAN DO IT!

You who appeared in my dream disturbed my thought a lot.
Should I go on? Or should I stop?
I don't know.

It's been a long time since I last blogged. "/
Anyway, I'm finally here to update a little.. :)
So, I started working now as a Independent Distributor.
I'm working around many awesome people and I can't wait to learn from them! <3

Went to STS today at Syuen and one of the speaker is Mr. Lee Kim Oo who is a President Team people.
He looks like any ordinary business man but his jokes are the best!
And I'm so proud to be his 8th generation of his downline. LOL

Started giving out flyers today and one of the recipient sent me a message. I thought he was interested but he is not. He said he wanted to be my friend. But he's 39. I was like 'What the fuck?!'
How can a person like that interested in me?
He said we'll know each other more slowly.
And I tell him straight forwardly : Please don't contact me if what you wanna know has nothing to do with my job. Thank you.


Knew so many amazing people from Herbalife :)
WaiSum ( my coach and upline), Daniel, Kuan Yee, Jien Wei, Wai Hong, Sean, Linda, Sally, Tuck Yin, Viya, Mr. Teng, Jien Wei's gf, Mr.Ng, Soo, Kenji, Kennie and a lottttttttttttttt more. Hope to meet more people! <3


I LOVE HERBALIFE!!!!!!!!!!