loving you in silence, M.L

its been a long time..
since we last met in August..
ppl says time flies when you're happy...
i don't feel happy.. and my time really tick so damn slowly that i could feel like im doing hundred things in a second..
well, as You know,
i said i don't like You anymore, and You believed..
it may be a relief to You..
cause my best friend #4 said that-since he say he feel better to know that you don't like him, it means that its a burden for him to always know and remember that you like him..

at this point,
i realized that it's me how o fact that's so true..
ysd, i feel like letting You know that i still love you..
but i din do so..
hey readers,,
shall i get a piece of advice from you guys??
pls do.. cause i really need it


i haven't shed a drop of tears since September..
and now i feel that i really need you so much..
and eventually, it's my first time to shed my tears now after they dried up for a long time..
i can barely sleep when i think of you..
ML,
i misses you
and i love you more than you think..
ML...





all the best!!
i guess i'll just love you in silence....
forever..

my second post- Jealousy

I went to school as usual today..
and there's something that I'd just realize about a friend of mine..
I would like to name her Miss C..
Miss C is quite a close friend of mine..
She's really nice to talk to.. but not very..
haha
Today she complained about our another friend named J..
J always praise a girl (which is also one of our friend), W, very pretty, very cute and so on..
Miss C says that J is so annoying and irritating..
But i don't think so because Miss C is not as pretty as W and she have PIMPLES..
Jealousy..
Miss C's mother passed away when she's still very young..
But her father put a lot of time and effort to educate her and trying to make her a better human being..
But it seems that everything doesn't turn out as what Miss C's father had wished for..
Miss C is the type of person that needs friends help all the time..
But all the help she needed is not a good deed..
she'd tried to poke a teacher's car tyre for revenge..
isn't she quite bad?

do you know why teacher scold us?
Its to change our bad behavior to good ones..
But there are times when teacher scold the wrong person..
do you know why the teacher did the mistake?
e.g there are 35 students in a class, and the teacher had to handle 12 classes..
35 times 12= 420 students..
imagine..
you have to mark 200 books every day..
facing all kinds of students everyday..

We had our own stress, and teacher had their stress too..
Please try to be as understanding as possible..
understand everyone around you..
And they'll understand and trust you too..
that's the bond of a relationship..

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Have a nice day.

my first post

its my first post..
welcome to those who are reading my blog..
i hope every know how to love your family, lovers or anyone from the bottom of your heart..
don't betray the one you love, as you won't be betrayed by the one you love.

if there's someone who betrayed you before, don't think of revenge or doing this to the others.
because,
whatever we did there's repay for us..
in this world every thing is balance..
how much we laugh=how much we cry
it's true..

you might don't believe it.. but i do.
because i've experienced it many times.

Remember,
no matter you're under what kind of situation
the time will still keep on ticking
so,
don't let time control us, but let us control the time..
when you're happy,
the time tick faster,
when you're sad,
the time seems to tick slower than usual..
Since every one prefers happiness than sadness,
why don't we spend our day with a smile?

Life's not easy..
and nothing is easy in this world.
so...
work hard to get your dream come true..
and when it comes true,
you'll feel the satisfaction in you..

it's okay as long as you'd tried you best..
don't care what other people talk about you
because whatever you do is for yourself and the oneS you love..

don't give up
even though life is full of obstacles and challenges..
face it bravely and you'll succeed..