2013

2013 did not begin and its not as good as I expected.
Well, well, well,
What else could it be?

I hate staying with my brother and his girlfriend.
I HATE IT SO MUCH
Seriously, what's the problem between us?
Why would you complain about the dog?
If you don't want to take care of it, then let it be.
I'll take care of it.
Why would you interfere and rants about his place, his food, and everything?
Why would you go through all the trouble and FORCE Rocky to eat dog food?
When you know he hates it and he don't eat it.
He didn't eat for a day now. I don't know about today.
Will you be responsible for whatever that's going to happen to rocky boy?
Obviously you won't.
Then shut the fuck up and let me handle the things.

Why should I pay for the rental when I'm staying with you?
I'm your sister, your sibling, your family.
What is this?
And why do I have to change rocky's food and have to pay extra RM100 for it?
Just why?
Why are we not looking for a remedy? Why are we always looking for faults?
Why is it so hard to live with you?
What's really happening?

Which part of me that annoys you so much until you said you wants to slap me?
Which part of me that upsets your girlfriend so much until she used a nickname "cockroach" to represents me?
And even asks you to kill the cockroach?
Hate me that much?
Then kick me out!
Or else shut the fuck up and lead your fucking life.

Do I have a attitude problem or is it both of you that have a problem?
Why not try to improve ourselves and look for more solutions instead of arguing almost everyday.
What's the point?
I don't see the place I'm staying as a home, or a house.
To me, it's just a HOTEL.
Why?
No reason. To be exact, I don't need a reason at all.
A house that has no warmth, no love nor protection.

How am I going to live in this house for 356 days?
DAMN!

I found this picture at FB and I shared it out because I was so fat when I was Form 5! Even I, myself finds it unbelievable! Then, my cousin commented on my picture saying that I looks different now. Eddie saw that comment and says :

"Of course you looks different, I'm beside you."

He was talking about our profile picture. That's one of the sweetest things he said <3 p="p">

The first thing that he made me smile is the way he express he misses me. He said 

"I can't focus when I'm playing games on my PSP, I don't know what I'm watching on the television, I don't know what's going on when I'm reading the comic. Nothing feels right, because I miss you so much."

He's such a sweetheart. I'm missing him so much right now. <3 font="font">

I fell sick :/

I hate flu, so much!

This month's EOM is on the 2nd of Jan 2013,

And I still need 1000VP more to be SV!

I was supposed to SV already but then I just let it off my grasp. *cries

My life has been so stressful lately.
Not because of my work, but because of those around me.
Why W&O can't stop complaining about each other?
Why can't they just focus on their work?
Why JW&DC can't stop telling me about fixing my transportation problem?
Why can't they see and understand that I'm not capable of doing that right now?!

I'm just so stress out and Eddie is not helping at all.
Erm, nope, he helped, a bit.
BUT THAT'S NOT ENOUGH.
GOD DAMN IT.
I'M SO DAMN STRESS!

WaiKhong&Pauline's Wedding

Amazing Herbalife family

One big family. One team, one dream! <3 td="td">

We're the scary JIMUI(S)! GRRRRR

Even Jien Wei is not a exception. LOL

Me & him. Our first 'formal' picture. Looks kind awkward because we were just being made fun of.

A much better version. 

My dear and I ^^ <3 td="td">

我们是一家人！

兄弟跟姐妹们

Ｍｙ　ｓｅｘｙ　ｂａｃｋ．．．．

I'm in a relationship

Well, well, well,
Finally Ng Phooi San is in a relationship with a guy named Eddie Chong.
Tall, fair, moderate looking, good personality.
He's just the one for me.

Although we're still new to this relationship thing,
We're trying our best to know more about each other,
And love each other more.

There's so much I want to tell you bloggie.
But then the laptop's batt is running flat!
GTG.
Anyway, the sweetest moment is still the moment where we spent in the car :)

These few days, I had been fetching Eddie to SPPK NC to help out and make him work.
*I just can't stand seeing someone who has the ability but don't make full use of his/her ability.

Eddie followed me to Parade to discuss something with my new customers.
There was a moment when Eddie asked me for a mirror and I don't have it and his reaction is so surprised!
"Hah?! You don't have a mirror?!" ----> that was what he said to me.
After roadshow at Pologround, we went for dinner at Tong Sui Street.
Then Eddie wanted to tell Kuanyee and Sean that mirror story but I stopped him because it's so embarrassing!
Then Kuanyee said "Seems like both of you spend quite a quality time together this afternoon."
Sean was so quiet. "/
Sean was craving for some snack after dinner and I reminded him about the fried wanton that he wants to forget so badly. I can't eat it because I'm only allowed to eat veges for this whole month.
So Eddie and him ordered one plate and make those crunchy noise when they bite on the fried wanton.
Sean ate the fried wanton with such big action just to make me feel jealous because I can't eat.

At first, when Sean kept on asking me to join them walk on it. I refused to  but then I took of my heels and walk together with them. They started walking first but I finished it faster than both of them.
They kept on saying "Why you so geng one? Why you so expressionless one? Not pain aa? Why you so fast one?"
I just focus on finishing it. I was surprised with the determination that I have when I was walking on those stones. It's painful. But not as painful as my life's journey. That's why I managed to finish walking it :)
*back to the story
I said "They're so funny. When I joined them, I finished faster than them!"
Then Sean said "No la, I let you win only. I can chase you one!"
Immediately, Kuanyee said "Huh? You want to chase Phooisan? You sure?"
Then Sean and I was like so embarrassed and kept on denying it.
Eddie was sitting across me and asked "What if Sean really chase you?"
My answer was "I'll only decide after I became Global Expansion Team Member"

BUT THEN.
I can feel Eddie trying to dig information about my life.
No one really asked about my past.
He is the first one in Herbalife who asked me.
Have you dated anyone before? What kind of things that people can't say about you?
He's asking quite a lot. And he's really caring. I can feel it. Very, very caring.
I'm aware of it and I don't tell him much. He's not qualified to know about me that much, yet.
You're such a nice person and I don't have the heart to hurt you.
I'm hoping and praying hard that you're just being friendly and caring :)