Friday, December 25, 2009

loving you in silence, M.L

its been a long time..
since we last met in August..
ppl says time flies when you're happy...
i don't feel happy.. and my time really tick so damn slowly that i could feel like im doing hundred things in a second..
well, as You know,
i said i don't like You anymore, and You believed..
it may be a relief to You..
cause my best friend #4 said that-since he say he feel better to know that you don't like him, it means that its a burden for him to always know and remember that you like him..

at this point,
i realized that it's me how o fact that's so true..
ysd, i feel like letting You know that i still love you..
but i din do so..
hey readers,,
shall i get a piece of advice from you guys??
pls do.. cause i really need it


i haven't shed a drop of tears since September..
and now i feel that i really need you so much..
and eventually, it's my first time to shed my tears now after they dried up for a long time..
i can barely sleep when i think of you..
ML,
i misses you
and i love you more than you think..
ML...





all the best!!
i guess i'll just love you in silence....
forever..

3 comments:

  1. loving someone silently is hard and very suffering..
    but since you made your decision you just wanted to keep your feeling to him,then just stick to your decision.
    there's nothing to be regret about already..
    keeping your feeling at the bottom of your heart is what you're challenging,and tell yourself,you can do it if you try your very best. hope my advice could help you and hope you understand (=

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  2. thanks for your comment..
    i'll keep it up

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