Chapter 4

Changmin cried helplessly in Kibum's embrace.. Then he look at Yoochun before he look at Junsu.. Yoochun did not cry, he avoided Changmin's gaze..

Junsu: Yoochun..

Yoochun: Hmm? What's wrong Junsu? Are you feeling sick again? Do you want to lie on the bed?

Junsu: No, I'm alright.. You..... You tell them?

Yoochun: Sorry.. Yes, I told them.. They deserve to know.. I'm sorry..

Yoochun couldn't bear to look at his lover.. Junsu's face is pale, his angelic face has gone.. This morning Yoochun was awaken by Junsu groan..

*FLASHBACK*

Yoochun: Junsu, what's wrong?

Junsu: Yoochun-ah, my chest feels like it's going to burst soon, it hurts... Can you get me some pain killer please? Argh...

Junsu held his heart as Yoochun ran out to get Junsu's pain killer. When Yoochun return to the room...

Yoochun: Junsu-ah, here...........

Junsu lying on the bed lifelessly.. At first, Yoochun thought Junsu had fell asleep but when he walked closer to the bed, he found out that Junsu is not asleep.. Junsu fainted...
Yoochun was freaked out.. He immediately carry Junsu to his car and drove Junsu to hospital..
At the hospital...

Yoochun: Doctor... How's he?

Doctor: You should have sent him in earlier.. Now, it can only depends on his mental's strength.. Do you know that his heart is getting weaker and weaker?

Yoochun: Yes..... I know...

Doctor: Then why don't you advice him to quit being a singer and live his life to the fullest?

Yoochun: No one understands him, not even Jaejoong... You don't understand him!! (he yelled at the doctor) What the hell is wrong with you all?! Non-stop asking him to quit his career of being a singer! and live his life to the fullest?! He is enjoying his life now! This is what he wants! He wants to spend more time with us! He doesn't want DBSKto break up and hurt his own heart, the other member's heart! And the fans' heart!! Don't you all get it?!!!

Yoochun doesn't realize that he was crying until he felt the wetness on his cheek.. He walked out of the doctor's room and went to the washroom.. After clearing his head in the washroom, he went to Junsu's ward to check on him.. Junsu was sitting on his bed.. In the ward...

Yoochun: You should be lying on the bed instead of sitting..

Junsu: Yoochun-ah, I'm sorry..

Yoochun: Sorry?? For what?

Junsu: I'm sorry that I freaked you out.. I'm sorry that I did not tell you earlier about my health.. I'm sorry that I could not spend more time with you anymore.. I'm sorry..

Yoochun: Don't be silly... You don't have to feel sorry.. Come on, let's get you home..

Junsu: No!! I had rather stay here..

Yoochun was shocked by Junsu's answer..

Junsu: I don't want them to see my face.. I know that I look bad...

Yoochun: No, you don't.. You're still the angelic face Junsu! Please go home kay?? I'm sure you don't want to be in the paper tomorrow.. Some nurse here already suspecting us..

Junsu: But............. Okay, I'll go home..

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Jaejoong whisper to Yunho: My heart's broken to see Junsu like this.. Look at his face, he look so pale.. And he need to sit on a wheelchair!

Yunho: Shhh... don't worry... everything will be fine soon...

They knew Junsu's health was in a bad condition.. But it is not expected that he has heart problem.. Changmin knew Junsu is sick all the time.. but he did not ask the truth from Junsu..
Everytime Junsu suffered from his heart's muscle contraction, Changmin is there.. He couldn't do anything to help him.. All he could do was witness the whole incident, Yoochun will immediately make Junsu lie down while Jaejoong grab Junsu's medication and Yunho get some water.. But Changmin is just standing there, do NOTHING.. This happen almost every photoshoot session..


continue in next chapter,, *i don't think it's sad enought*
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