And how bad it was?
Read the conversation below and you'll know why..
Me: Did #1 text you? Anyway, she'll be absent today, she's not feeling well..
LCLY: What?! She said she's going to help me buy stuff today! Ask her go die laa...
I just kept my mouth shut, controlling my anger.. I keep telling my self to calm down.. Once I calm down, I said it in my heart.. You know #1 is not the type who don't help people unless she really can't or there's something more important than that.. You just can't be undersatnding even for once? You should put yourself in #1's position and you'll know how it feels. And guess what?! As a 'reward' for being such suchh a 'good morning starter' her partner was absent too.. See? God is fair!
As for #2 being absent, it might be because she's not feeling well.. She seldom absent without notificating any of us.. Going to meet her at tuition though!
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Sigh.. Now that I think back yesterday's incident, I still feel kind of scared.. The feeling of going dizzy, losing balance, fell down and you lose your sight too..
it's REALLY SCARY..
I was planning to go downstairs to get some water,
And when I stand up and started walking,
I felt extremely dizzy..
I thought of holding or lean on the cupboaard,
But in the end,
My dizziness took control..
And what happen?
YES, I FAINT..
I was starting to fall,
I can feel myself falling,
And I can't see what's happening,
AT ALL,
I was losing my eyesight.
The next thing I knew was my eyes immediately shot open when my knee hit something DAMN FREAKING HARD and thanks to that thing, I regain my conciousness..
Although it might be just a blackout for few seconds..
but the effect is strong enough to make me feel afraid..
After hitting the thing, I found myself lying on the floor,
Struggling to breath..
but still..
They don't believe that it really happens to me..
It might sounds like a joke to you,
But I had been through it,
And I know NOW,
How it feel when you blackout and fainted..
Believe me..
I DO KNOW
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