TIRED

I'm tired of all this shits.

I'm sick of it.

Stop saying you love me.

Stop saying you miss me..

I know it's not true.

Because there's someone else.

You always mean something to me.

But not now anymore.

Now, you're just someone who's don't worth my time, and my love.

I'm always too good for you.

I'm too good for anyone.

No one deserves me, except for myself.

You don't deserve me.

And I don't need you anymore.

I can love myself more than how much you love me.

You won't let it go?

I will.

I might look soft,

But you'd seen my other side,

The opposite me,

Zeen...

When I'm mad,

I'm not the kind and funny Ms.M/Ms.P anymore,

I'm Ms.Zeen.

Yes,

I have two personality,

I can control Zeen,

But when I'm so tired of you,

I'll rest..

I'll let Zeen take over my place,

And let her do anything she want.

I'll be happy to let her do THAT.

Everyone seems so fake to me.

As in, their existence..

Sometimes,

I was wondering whether is this my life,

Is this my family?

Is this my best friend?

Is this my pet?

I seems like can't believe anything.

Because my life is FULL OF LIES.

But one thing never change..

My love for Zunren,

My love for Micky,

And my Best Friends(#1,#2,#3) won't change.