I MISS YOU

Do you know that?
I miss you so badly LIM ZUNREN!!!
I want to chat with you,
I want to talk to you,
I want to look at you,
I want to hangout with you!!
I want to spend some time with you!!

But I don't think you'll feel the same for me..
You won't!
I really don't understand myself,
Why do I still love you when I know that it's a painful thing to do?
Why do I still have my eyes on you, worry about you, and want to know how are you doing all the time?
I can't sleep tonight because I'm missing you..
Everytime I close my eyes and try to sleep,
I'll somehow and somewhat think of you..
Now,
I'm typing all these out,
Expressing my feeling here..

I know we won't have a chance..
Not even the slightest chance..
I can predict the future..
If..
If, miracle happens..
And you say that you want to try..
I'll reject..
Because you ain't just a smart student,
You smart to the extent where you can get scholarship and further your study..
Just like your brother, he is at Perth now..
I don't want to be like this..
I don't want to love you anymore..
I'm suffering..
Suffering so much that whatever I do,
Whatever movie/drama I watch,
Whatever song I listen to,
It'll just make me thinks of you..

But I can't stop myself from loving you..
Tomorrow,
We're gonna meet again,
And my heart is going to flutter again..
And I'll continue my act..
That's the I-Dont-Like/Love-You-Anymore act