I feel uneasy if I don't blog at least once a week!!
I just wanna pour all my feelings out!
Looking at her today and I saw her staring at L...
She's staring at L with so much hatred..
For one second, I thought..
"Am I the only one who just saw that side of her's?"
But I don't really care.
LOL,
Not my business!!

I haven't been thinking about for days!!
Until I saw you online..
And the feeling is here again..
I miss you..
I hate the fact that I gotta let go!!
GAHH!!(Learn this from Jane darl!)
But you know what??
I won't hesitate to let you go..
Not anymore..
Because I had learned a lot from loving you..

You had taught me what friendship is..
You had taught me the way to make myself study despite in a over-stress condition..
You had taught me how to smile when facing hardships..
You had taught me how to appreciate people around me..
You had taught me a lot of things..
You had taught me how to love, forgive and forget..
You had taught me too much..

Maybe you don't realise it..
The amount of I love I gave you was too much..
Did you ever know that I love you even more than Micky??
Of course you don't..
Micky is so important to me that I swear I'll do anything just to know how he's doing now..
But if you're added to the list,
NO DOUBT,
I'll want to know how you're doing first..
No matter what,
You'll come first before Micky..
But not now anymore..
Things had changed..
Micky will be the first person I want to care for..
You??
Maybe after my best-friend list..

Holiday just started and I'm already missing you like hell!!
But no matter what,
I'll say byebye to you..
I'll never love you again..
But remember this..
You're my first..
And whenever you need my help,
Just voice out,
I promise,
I'll help!
And can I say it for the last time before I really let go of you?
I just wanna say this to you..

I LOVE YOU, MLZR.