Seriously, what am I thinking?

I have no idea..

I just want to quit Steven, not really because of $

But it's because of the noise, and the crowd.

I hope LWS can help me.

Seriously 100 for 2 subjects,

But it's 1-1..

Please God bless me!

Waking up every morning with massive headaches.

Trying not to skip school but I can't.

If only my grandma let me to attend school under such situation.

:(

Whatever it is,

I don't care.

Whatever I'm doing now,

Is only for my family,

Say me wrong,

Say me useless,

Say me idiot,

Whatever you say,

have NOTHING to do with me.

I'm stressssssssssssssssss

Why?

There's a lot of becauseS

If I can transfer school,

I will..

I want to.

Because I want a new life..

BRAND NEW LIFE.

Loooong time didn't text with you..

And god,

You're such a faker now...

With all your 'squeaky voice' msg, and all those fake smiles..

Why don't you go on a stage and tell the whole world how 'good' you are?

As if the world will look at you,

No one will care for you,

Because you're NOTHING.

You're nothing in my eyes,

Nothing in my heart.

You're just a trash..

You're once a treasure,

Many years ago..

But now,

You merely a trash that don't even worth a cent.