If it's easy to ignore it, I had did it!

It's not easy to do it because there's a knife stabbed in my heart.

I couldn't pull it out yet,

And you all are there to make the knife cut even deeper.

Just as I finally strong enough to pull it out,

You all are there to puts salts on my freshly cut wound.

Do you know how painful is that?

You might not know,

And I don't want you to know.

I only want you to feel when your heart and soul being ripped apart by someone you loved.

Call me devil, because I AM A DEVIL!

I found it..

Not my confidence, not the hopes that I've lost,

But the aim that I'm craving for for almost a month..

The goal that will build my way to the future..

All I have to do now is wait..

Until the time comes,

I'll do my best..

And whatever it is that I want to be,

I WILL DECIDE.

I won't let anyone interfere with my future anymore..

Because it's my future,

Whether I fail or succeed,

I will bear the circumstances.