Friday, July 22, 2011

I realised that students nowadays are too happy with their life.
Too happy until they don't have the sympathy or sad feeling for others' who have a not perfect family.
When Lionel gave us the paper, it was about a girl whom her family was not perfect.
Her grades was good, but her parents ignore that. In fact, they ignored her.
Her dad was an attorney, and an alcoholic.
Her mother was a bitch, useless.
It was weird to see how hard she struggles for her life.
When her class teacher asked her to come into the other room for the conference(her parents supposed to come), she was sad..
The teacher told her "First of all, I want you to know how much I love you. Secondly, you need to know it's not your fault that whether your parents are here or not. YOU DESERVE TO KNOW HOW WELL i THINK YOU ARE DOING."
The feeling when you can look at yourself through someone else's eyes but not your parents' eyes..
It was ugly because someone ELSE can know how much and how well you did.
And you worked so hard for the ones to see, but they don't see it.

This is what I'm feeling now. I'm doing what I can to fulfill their request, but everything that I do, never seemed to be enough for them.. They always wanted more.
I'm a human, not a robot. I'm not perfect. I have my flaws!
I don't think they understand what I'm going through..
Not last time, not now, not in the future.
No matter how hard I tried to tell them about my stuff,
They just won't understand.
Maybe they're too busy with work.
Stay strong Puisan!

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