You're a Habit.

No, I don't love you anymore.
I'm not lying to myself.
Maybe I still like you.
Yes, I miss you. A lot!
But now I understand why so many people said "I miss you, but no, I don't want you back."
It's not that I don't trust you.
It's because there's only 1 time in everything.
The 2nd time is a chance, but it won't be the same anymore because of the scar that you left previously.
And I don't think you deserve a 2nd chance.
Okay, you do. But I don't think I can give you that until you show me how much you deserve it.
And promise me using your heart, not your words!

Now, you're just a habit of mine.
I'm used to sending you messages. About the random flasbacks that suddenly pops up.
But don't worry, I'm moving on.
I'm letting go.
You changed.
You're the one who changed. Not me.