I Had A Dream Again!

Haha, Yeah!
I had a dream again!

Before I slept, I chatted with him..
I told him that "I miss you! haha..believe?"
I texted it in a playful and funny way..
I didn't know whether he believed it or not..
Just before he sleep, I told him that "Nights..And I mean it!haha"
I wonder he get what I mean or not..
Then I went to sleep..

Then at 4++.. My phone vibrated and I was awaken by that..
I saw his text message!
He replied "I feel the same too"..
I texted him back " I miss you.. You mean you miss me too?"
He replied soon after that " Yes. Can you call me?"

Then something happened.. And DAMN IT! I don't remember the next part of my dream again!
But never mind ^^
I'm happy like crazy already!
Anyway, the part where he say that he feel the same for me, he miss me too and he ask me to call him was just part of my dream..
LOL!

HAHAHA!!

Yesterday was a tiring yet EXTREMELY fun day!!
Hang out with her is pretty fun although yesterday she was acting a bit weird..LOL
Finally get Micky's picture done!!
YEAH!!!

I reached home and started cutting, sorting, arranging, and putting it into the photo album..
I did it for 4 hours non-stop,
And I even skipped my dinner for it..
I O.H cause I need to look and look and look at his pictures again and again when I need to put them under sexy, hot, wearing spec, at airport, smile, facial expression, cute and a lot more!!

And because of it!
I had dream of him!!
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
I only remember I cling on his hand and I kissed his cheek!!
Whootz~! Happy~!
Hope to send you your present A.S.A.P!!

Chapter 6

Back to reality, Back to Home...

Junsu look so terrible.. His lips is so dry, his body is too fragile to touch, his bloodshot eyes looks like he hadn't been sleeping for the past few days, his face is so paler than Jaejoong's fair skin.. in summary, Junsu look really sick and terrible..

Junsu: Come on, Kibum, don't just stand.. Have a sit.. Jaejoong and Changmin, both of you should stop crying, it's not a big deal that I fell sick..

Yuchun took a blanket from his room and put in on Junsu's lap to make him feel warm..

Junsu: See?? I have Yoochun here.. He won't leave me alone even for a second.. *smile*

Yoochun: You know I won't Junsu...

Jaejoong stopped crying and went to the kitchen to make some drink.. Yunho was helping Jaejoong to prepare drinks..

In the living hall, Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin and Kibum were sitting queitly, waiting for them...

Just as Kibum's sharp ear heard some car engine outside, he knew they're here.. He opened the door and let them in.. Junsu said that he wanted to have some porridge.. Changmin eventually stoos up and walk to the kitchen...

Changmin: Hyung, Junsu hyung said he would like to have some porridge..Can you make some for him?

Jaejoong nodded his head and started to search for ingredients.. Yunho closed the kitchen's door..

Jaejoong: What are you doing Yunho??

Yunho: What else? You know I hate those dish cooking smell 'wander' around the house..

Jaejoong: Yeah.. Changmin, you can stay with Kibum.. After I'm done, I'll bring you guys the porridge..

Changmin just walked out from the kitchen and went to the living room... Jaejoong quietly started cooking dishes and porridge.. Yunho and Jaejoong did not spoke even a word..

Kibum: So how is it? What time will the dinner start?

Yoochun: According to my experience, it'll be served by 7-7:30..

Changmin: That long? Are yo sure hyung?

Yoochun: Me and Jaejoong is soulmate.. And under such mood, he wouldn't be able to cook properly.. I'm sure he'll make some mistake..

Just as Yoochun finish his sentence, they heard a utensils fall to the floor.. They look at each other and smiled..

Junsu: Let's get started...

Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin, Kibum and they started their job... Although there're almost 20 of them, they did everything in silent..

Yoochun: People, 15 minutes left... Hurry up..

Changmin: Done!

Everyone: SHHH!!!!

Changmin: Sorry....... *wink*

Yoochun went to the kitchen and asked Yunho to help him carry Junsu to his bed.. Yoochun had hurt his shoulder earlier so he was unable to carry Junsu.. Yunho nodded and went out of the kitchen..

Yoochun: Jaejoong, is there anything I can do to help you?

Jaejoong: No...Uh.. Yes.. Can you put the dishes on the dining table please? I'm almost done here..

Yoochun started to bring the dish out.. He bring it out ONE BY ONE..

Jaejoong: Yoochun-ah, is your shoulder very badly injured? You can't even hold a dish?

Yoochun: Oh, it's not that serious.. I'm just afraid that I might making it worst.. You know, I'm clumsy..

Jaejoong: Oh.. Then you should be careful.

Yoochun: Okay, I'm done.. Anything else?

Jaejoong: No... Can you get chopsticks and spoons in the drawer? I'm almost done here..

Yoochun: Okay..

Yoochun take a glance at his watch.. It's almost time..

Yoochun: Hyung, will you forgive me/

Jaejoong: (looking confused) What? Forgive you? Don't be ridiculous Yoochun.. I will mad at anyone but you.. Because... (cut by Yoochun)

Yoochun: We're soulmate?

Jaejoong: Yes..

Yoochun: You'll forgive me no matter what?

Jaejoong: Yes, no matter what..

Yoochun: Thanks, hyung..

Jaejoong: I'll go check on the porridge.. Do you think Junsu likes sardine or abalone better?

Yoochun: He likes both.. I think sardine better..

Jaejoong: Okay then..(try to fake a smile, but unsuccessful)

Suddenly!!!

They heard Junsu screamed in pain..

Junsu: ARGH!! ARGHHH!!!

Yunho&Kibum: Yoochun!! Come here!! Junsu needs you!!!

Immediately Jaejoong and Yoochun ran to the kitchen's door, grab the knob, turn it and open the door..

Jaejoong's eye widen when he saw what's happening.. He had never saw such thing before.... The scene is beyond his imagination.. Jaejoong's heart almost stop beating.. Jaejoong has just encountered one of the biggest shock of his life..


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Chapter 5

There was once Junsu fainted at the studio.. At first, he was breathing heavily, Yoochun knew something was wrong... But Yoochun doesn't know that Junsu have heart problem.. While taking the 20th shoot, the photographer say "Junsu-shii, you may take a break if you're feeling sick, we can continue the photoshoot session next time..." But Junsu replied " *breathing like he had just finish a 1oo metre run* No, it's alright.. let's continue.." The photographer adviced him to take a rest but Junsu insisted to continue.. The photographer couldn't do anything so they continue their session while Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho and Changmin look at him worrily.. Junsu heavy breathing and panting is making Yoochun's heart ache..

Yoochun: Junsu, come take a rest... Have some water..

Junsu: No, No.. I had 18 more shoot to finish.. I............

Before Junsu could finish his sentence, he collapsed.. Yoochun's reaction was fast enough to grab him before he hit his head on the floor.. Then everything happen in a split second.. Yoochun was him driving to hospital..
*during this photoshoot, Yoochun and Junsu is not couple yet!*
Yoochun heard Junsu's cough, then he heard Junsu's voice...Junsu's voice was weak..

Junsu: Yoochun... Send me back to the studio.. I need to fini....

Yoochun: Kim Junsu!! You're damn sick right now so just forget the damn photoshoot!! We're going to the hospital, you just hang on there..

Junsu: No!!! Don't go to the hospital please.. Send me home! I'll promise you that I'll rest until I'm fully recover.. please...

Yoochun: No!!! There's no way I'm going to send you home!! I had been worry sick everytime you pant or breathe heavily!! And now you fainted! Do you know how afraid am I to lose you, Kim Junsu?!

Junsu: W-what???? Yah!! *breathing heavily, coughing* You.... You...

Junsu's coughing became worst.. Yoochun take a look at the back seat.. Junsu was pressing his hand on his chest while another hand covers his mouth.. Then, Yoochun saw some red thing on Junsu's hand.. Yoochun stopped the car.. He opened his door and go to the back seat to get a clearer picture of what is happening..

Yoochun: Junsu.. Are you okay?

Junsu: yes..*cough*yes.. Just drive me home..

Yoochun: let me look at your face, Junsu..

Junsu: No!! *cough*

With force, Yoochun pull away Junsu's hand..

Yoochun: Oh My God!! Junsu! You still say you want to stay home under this condition?! Are you insane? You're coughing your blood out!!

Yoochun straight away drive Junsu to hospital.. Although Junsu begged and begged, Yoochun insisted on bringing him to the hospital..

At the hospital...

Yoochun: Come, let's get you a doctor..

Junsu: *cough* No... Please...

Yoochun: Sorry Junsu, not this time.. You seriously need a doctor..

Yoochun helped Junsu out of the car and put him on a wheel chair.. After all sorts of medical treatment and CAT scan was done, Junsu was putted in a private ward room while Yoochun meet Doctor Han in his(Dr. Han) room..

Han: Can I know who are you to my patient?

Yoochun: His cousin (he lied)

Han: Oh, can you contact his parents and ask them to come? There's some procedure that need their permission and signature as well..

Yoochun: His parent is not in country.. I'm his closest realtive.. May I know what is wrong with Junsu's health?

Han: Hmm.. We had run some sort of scan on him and we found out that his heart is having some muscle problem.. Muscle contraction can bring death..

Yoochun: What?! heart problem? Is it cureable? Will he be able to recover?

Han: I'm afraid not.. His condition is too serious.. Unless he have a heart donor... That might help..

Yoochun: Then what are you waiting for?! Find him a donor!

Han: Sir, please calm down... I had just checked on the donor's list.. But none of it match Mr.Kim.. Please be patience.. I'll contact you once I found a donor..

Yoochun: No matter how much it cost, I'll pay.. Just save Junsu.. Please?

Han: I'll try my best..

Yoochun exited the doctor's room.. He went to Junsu's ward and waited for Junsu to regain conciousness.. An hour later, Junsu slowly open his eyes.. On his hand, he saw Yoochun crying like a child, and mumbling some words..

Junsu: Yoochun-ah.. Are you crying?

Yoochun: You!! Don't you scare the crap out of me next time!! If you're not feeling well, just tell me.. I'll drive you home to rest..

Junsu: I'm sorry.. I doesn't mean to scare you.. I just don't want you guys to know my health condition.. Especially you...

Yoochun: Me?

Junsu: Ya... I....Erm..... W-W-Well...... I-I think I had fallen for you Yoochun.. Your voice melts my heart, I can't take my eyes off you whenever you're doing your photoshoot.. I'll be worry sick whenever you return home late at night .. And I seriously don't like it when you chat for hours with your friends on phone..I guess it's because..... Because I love you.. I love you, Park Yoochun!

Yoochun: Really? Really?

Yoochun couldn't believe what had just happened.. The guy that he love, Kim Junsu just confessed to him..After all those confession 'session', Yoochun takes Junsu home.. It's a very awkward silence in the car.. When they reached home...

Junsu: Can you promise something Yoochun?

Yoochun: anything for you, my dear.. What is it?

Junsu: Don't tell them what had happened today..

Yoochun: Okay.. But why?

Junsu: I don't want them to worry about me..

Yoochun nodded his head.. He helped him out of the car(again).. As they were about to reach the door knob...

Yoochun: Junsu, I have a gift for you..

Junsu: A gift? What is it? (smiling happilly)

Yoochun: I want to give you as a surprise, so.. Can you close your eyes? I'm sure you'll like it..

Junsu closed his eyes, feeling so excited.. Then Junsu felt Yoochun's arm wrap around his body.. Then he heard Yoochun whisper sexily to him " Stay still.." and the next thing he knew was Yoochun is kissing him!! He was shocked at first, but he enjoyed the kiss.. It's a kiss that makes them an official couple.. Just when they're enjoying their kiss, jaejoong opened the door.. They're so shocked!

Jaejoong: Yah!!! What are you two doing just now? *evil grin*

Yoochun: Nothing...

Junsu: Ya, nothing..

Yoochun: You saw nothing Kim Jaejoong.. I'll explain to you later (whisper to Jaejoong)

Jaejoong: You better explain it in detail

Then Yoochun whisper to Junsu's ear "Surprise~". Junsu couldn't helped but smile all the way into the house..


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I add the kissing part was because it it requested by my friend.. No offense :)

Chapter 4

Changmin cried helplessly in Kibum's embrace.. Then he look at Yoochun before he look at Junsu.. Yoochun did not cry, he avoided Changmin's gaze..

Junsu: Yoochun..

Yoochun: Hmm? What's wrong Junsu? Are you feeling sick again? Do you want to lie on the bed?

Junsu: No, I'm alright.. You..... You tell them?

Yoochun: Sorry.. Yes, I told them.. They deserve to know.. I'm sorry..

Yoochun couldn't bear to look at his lover.. Junsu's face is pale, his angelic face has gone.. This morning Yoochun was awaken by Junsu groan..

*FLASHBACK*

Yoochun: Junsu, what's wrong?

Junsu: Yoochun-ah, my chest feels like it's going to burst soon, it hurts... Can you get me some pain killer please? Argh...

Junsu held his heart as Yoochun ran out to get Junsu's pain killer. When Yoochun return to the room...

Yoochun: Junsu-ah, here...........

Junsu lying on the bed lifelessly.. At first, Yoochun thought Junsu had fell asleep but when he walked closer to the bed, he found out that Junsu is not asleep.. Junsu fainted...
Yoochun was freaked out.. He immediately carry Junsu to his car and drove Junsu to hospital..
At the hospital...

Yoochun: Doctor... How's he?

Doctor: You should have sent him in earlier.. Now, it can only depends on his mental's strength.. Do you know that his heart is getting weaker and weaker?

Yoochun: Yes..... I know...

Doctor: Then why don't you advice him to quit being a singer and live his life to the fullest?

Yoochun: No one understands him, not even Jaejoong... You don't understand him!! (he yelled at the doctor) What the hell is wrong with you all?! Non-stop asking him to quit his career of being a singer! and live his life to the fullest?! He is enjoying his life now! This is what he wants! He wants to spend more time with us! He doesn't want DBSKto break up and hurt his own heart, the other member's heart! And the fans' heart!! Don't you all get it?!!!

Yoochun doesn't realize that he was crying until he felt the wetness on his cheek.. He walked out of the doctor's room and went to the washroom.. After clearing his head in the washroom, he went to Junsu's ward to check on him.. Junsu was sitting on his bed.. In the ward...

Yoochun: You should be lying on the bed instead of sitting..

Junsu: Yoochun-ah, I'm sorry..

Yoochun: Sorry?? For what?

Junsu: I'm sorry that I freaked you out.. I'm sorry that I did not tell you earlier about my health.. I'm sorry that I could not spend more time with you anymore.. I'm sorry..

Yoochun: Don't be silly... You don't have to feel sorry.. Come on, let's get you home..

Junsu: No!! I had rather stay here..

Yoochun was shocked by Junsu's answer..

Junsu: I don't want them to see my face.. I know that I look bad...

Yoochun: No, you don't.. You're still the angelic face Junsu! Please go home kay?? I'm sure you don't want to be in the paper tomorrow.. Some nurse here already suspecting us..

Junsu: But............. Okay, I'll go home..

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Jaejoong whisper to Yunho: My heart's broken to see Junsu like this.. Look at his face, he look so pale.. And he need to sit on a wheelchair!

Yunho: Shhh... don't worry... everything will be fine soon...

They knew Junsu's health was in a bad condition.. But it is not expected that he has heart problem.. Changmin knew Junsu is sick all the time.. but he did not ask the truth from Junsu..
Everytime Junsu suffered from his heart's muscle contraction, Changmin is there.. He couldn't do anything to help him.. All he could do was witness the whole incident, Yoochun will immediately make Junsu lie down while Jaejoong grab Junsu's medication and Yunho get some water.. But Changmin is just standing there, do NOTHING.. This happen almost every photoshoot session..


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Chapter 3

Kibum sent Changmin home after receiving a phone call from Jaejoong..Durng the phone call, Jaejoong didn't tell Changmin about it..

*rings*

Changmin: Ah!! Hyung, don't worry about me! I'm doing fine here.. How are you?

Jaejoong: Changmin-ah.... Can you please return home now? Don't ask why.. Just come back to OUR home, Dong Bang Shin Ki's home.. Can you? (Jaejoong sounded like he has been dump by Yunho and got fired by the company)

Changmin was stunned and worried at the same time, he never listened to this kind of tone coming out from Jaejoong's mouth before.. He knew something was up..

Changmin: Hyung, you're scaring me... What's wrong? Did Yunho hyung bully you or did Yoochun and Junsu hyung went out on a date again and leaving you with all the housework?

Jaejoong: Changmin, something....(Jaejoong's voice trembled as he continue speaking)....Something bad is happening.. We need to stay together as much as possible. Do you get me?

Changmin: Hyung.. What do you mean by that? Hyung, you're really scaring me... Please stop this if it's a prank.. Please, it had gone overboard if this is a prank..And what the hell do you mean by together? Me and you?

Jaejoong: Listen here, Min.. What I'm trying to say is we, the 5 of us, Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin and U-know Yunho need to stay together!! Do you get it?! (Jaejoong was about to cry)

When Changmin try to speak again, Kibum snatch the phone away from Changmin and ask Changmin to stay in the room as he go out to the garden to talk to Jaejoong.. Changmin had never see Kibum so serious over any matter before. Changmin obeyed Kibum and he patiently waited for Kibum in the room..

Kibum's expression had changed when he hung up the phone and return to the room.. Changmin is worry..Damn worry until he did not realize that actually he had skipped his breakfast.. Kibum helped Changmin to pack up everything so that they can got to Dong bang Shin Ki's house as soon as possible..On the way back to 'home', Kibum asked:

Kibum: Changmin-ah, do you want eat anything before we reach home? You had missed your breakfast.. want anything to eat?

Changmin just shook his head, he is not in a mood to answer any question or eat anything..
The journey back home is a total silence.. However, the silence was broken by Kibum's phone ring tone. It is Yunho who's callng him..

Kibum: Hello? Is there anything Yunho?

Yunho: Oh, er.... Can you buy me some pain kller pills when you're on your way here? About 2 bottles..

Kibum: Erm, that much? Is it for.......(Kibum's voice trailed off as he realized Changmin was looking at him..) Is it for the manager?

Yunho: Huh? Manager? *silence* Ya.. Manager is having headache lately..

Kibum: Okay then.. I'll reach there around 2p.m..

Yunho hung up.. All of them(Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun and Kibum) didn't know how to tell Changmin the truth.. They are afraid that Changmin couldn't take it..
They'd reach home at 1:40, 20 minutes earlier than what they'd expected...
Changmin press the door bell although he had the house key, he was too worried that even after Yunho had open the door, he is still standing there, staring blankly at the floor..
He did not realized the elder man was standing there until Kibum sent him a signal..

Changmin: Ohh.. Hyung, I'm back..(faking a smile)

Jaejoong: Min, finally you're home...

Jaejoong hugged Changmin so hard that Changmin could hardly breathe..
Changmin let out a long and deep sigh..

Changmin: Hyung, can you please tell me what is going on?

Everyone remained silent for a moment.. Then they heard a car's engine outside..Kibum know who's coming back, it's Yoochun and Junsu..
Changmin ran to the door but Kibum stopped him,
Yunho opened the door and Changmin broke into tears after he'd see what's actually going on...
Changmin turned back and look at Jaejoong..

Changmin: Jaejoong hyung, please tell me that this is just a prank.. I'll forgive you guys if you tell me the truth now..

Jaejoong remain silent, his tears fall onto his shirt.. Yunho trying hard to hold back his tears..Yunho put his hand around Jaejoong's waist, comforting him, giving Jaejoong the best comforting hug ever.. But Jaejoong couldn't take it anymore.. He cried so badly while Yunho's arm wrapping around him..

Kibum: Changmin-ah.. This is not a prank.. This is true.. We're sorry that we did not tell you earlier just now.. We're afraid that you couldn't take it so we decided to let you see it for yourself..


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Chapter 2

Yunho: But Joongie-ah.... It's so hot outside, what's the point of going out....

Jaejoong: But Yoochun and Junsu went out to theme park..*the whole theme park was booked by Junsu*

Yunho: Well, it's because today it's their 1 year anniversary.. And you know they apply sun block..

Jaejoong: We can do that too!!

Jaejoong said happily.. Yunho let out a long sigh..

Yunho: Joongie, you know sun block doesn't work all the time.. And... I don't want you to get tanned. You will look like a tanned angel...(I think all angels have fair skin)

Jaejoong: Are you trying to say I'll look ugly if I get tanned?

Yunho: NO... Don't get me wrong.. It's just that I don't want you to look more charming than me..*laughs*

Jaejoong rolled his eyes and continue moping the floor whle Yunho wiping the windows..

Suddenly....

Yunho screamed at his highest pitch.. *higher than Junsu's dolphin voice*. Jaejoong was freaked out..

Jaejoong: Yah! What do you think you're... AHHH!!!!(Even Jaejoong screams too)

Yunho: Mianhe!! But you know this is my weakness..

Jaejoong: Well, actually I'm afraid too...

Their eye can't stop following IT's movement.. Wherever it go, Jaejoong and Yunho's eye follow..Until they saw 2 figure walking towards their front door..
They know it's Yoochun and Junsu, and they're their only saviour right now..Suddenly, the Yoochun and Junsu stop walking and they're chit-chatting on the bench outside..
Because of the THING is too fearful, Jaejoong had no choice but to scream for help..

Jaejoong: Yah!! Yoochun-ah!! Get in the house now!!

Yoochun was shocked.. He thought something bad happen to Jaejoong, he ran into the house, leaving Junsu there.. But Junsu didn't get jealous of course, because Yoochun and Jaejoong is still soulmate after all..

Yoochun: What happened?! (panting like crazy, gasping for air)

Jaejoong: It's the thing again..

Yoochun: You mean Changmin's gu.......(cut by Jaejoong's squeal)

Jaejoong: NO!! Don't say it's name..Please..

Yoochun:*laughs histerically* Okay, I'll get it back into Changmin's room..

3 MINUTES HAVE PASSED....

Junsu: Okay, it's done.. You guys may come down from the dining table now..

Junsu went back to his room(Yoosu's room) while Yunho and Jaejoong slowly made their way to the floor..

In Yoosu's room..

Yoochun: God, I can't believe it they're afraid of Minnie after 2 years living with it...

Junsu:*laughs* Life's full of unexpected things isn't it?

Yoochun: You're right.. Minnie is just a guinea pig, it's not a cockcroach or a snake..

Junsu: Hmm, I'm tired Chunnie, it's 4p.m now, can you wake me up when it's dinner time? I'm so tired after playing around at the theme park today..

Yoochun: I'll ask Jaejoong to wake us up, 'cause I want to take a nap too...^^

Junsu: Okay, be sure to put your phone silent mode, I don't to be awaken by your fans' phone call..

Yoochun: Sure, go to sleep now.. I'll come after take my shower, kay..

Yoochun planted a kiss on Junsu's forehead before he cover Junsu with blanket and leave the room..

In the living room...

Jaejoong, Yunho.. Can you guys come here for a moment? I need to tell you something..

YunJae: What?!!

Yoochun: Shhh!! Don't wake Junsu.. He doesn't want you guys to know.. But I think you guys have the right to know..

Yunho almost cried when he heard what Yoochun had told him.. Jaejoong comforted him...
In the room, Yunho cried uncontrollably..Jaejoong can't hold back his tears too.. They feel real sad, but the one who's really sad is Yoochun.. Yoochun looks like he's able to control his tears when he told them about Junsu, but they heard him crying in the shower..
At night, the 3 of them cried themselves to sleep..

*Changmin went to Kibum house to overnigght to avoid form all those houseworks, and gym workout, so Changmin doesn't know what's happening at home..


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