I WISH

WHAT DO I WISH FOR?
VERY EASY...
FUCK OFF!

1) YOU NEVER KNOW YOUR ATTITUDE, AS HE ALWAYS SAID, YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE
2) YOU NEVER KNOW THE LINE
3) YOU SUCK
4)YOU MORON
5)YOU IDIOT
7)YOU BITCH
8)YOU FAKER
9)YOU ANNOYING BRAT
10)YOU ACT CUTE FREAK
11)YOU IRRITATING
12)YOUR SUCKY VOICE
13)YOU COWARD
14)YOU FAKE MY HAPPINESS
15)YOU MOOD SPOILER
16)YOU BOND SPOILER
17)YOU DAY SPOILER
18)YOU LIFE SPOILER
19)YOU ASSHOLE
20)YOU FUCKER
21)YOU SPOIL EVERYTHING!!

NOW, FUCK THE HELL OFF!

I WONDER WHETHER WILL MY LIFE BE EASIER IF I DID WHAT PARK YONG HA DID!

HAPPINESS+SADNESS

*Sigh
I knew I'll be feeling sad soon,
Since I had SO much fun today...
But I never expected it to be so fast..

I chatted with him,
And he asked me to kill him before he be Prime Minister..
(We were chatting about his future job)
And I said that I can't kill my #4!

He pretended he didn't saw that word...

Before he offline,
I told him that #4 means my best friend #4,
And he let out a sigh of relief..

The conversation:

Me: You thought what? My 4th crush? LOL
Him: yes
-THE END-

I was like WTH?!
You're so relief that I'm treating you as #4,
And once again,
You'd proved to me that,
Lying to you is a good thing for you,
But...
Lying to you,
Only brings me sadness and hurting myself..

I thought of telling you that I still love you,
But after tonight's incident,
I don't think I have the bravery anymore..

Sorry for lying to you..
I don't knkow why I feel so hurt right now,
I wish I can have someone to talk to...
I don't know why, because of you, I'm weeping silently again in my room,
Afraid that they'll hear me..

Just before I really let go of you,
I wanna tell you that,

I LOVE YOU

although you'd hurted me a lot

TO MR. LIM ZUNREN

If you love her,
You should confess!
What are you waiting for?
Waiting for the God to give you approval to confess?
Don't be an idiot!

What's so great about Man's Pride?
Don't be ridiculous!
Just say you wanna make friend!
After making friend with her,
CONFESS!

Wait until you got the mood then only go and make friend with her?!
NONSENSE!
If you really like her,
You should make a move!
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

I'm a girl,
But yet,
I DARE to confess to you BEFORE making friend with you!
Why am I mad?
Because you're not taking this seriously!
You should do it!
Go and talk to her!

I wish I can tell you "I LOVE YOU"!

You're Paying Attention!

Ehh?
You're having flu also?
You must take care ya..

I had went to see doctor earlier just now,
DAMN!
The medicine is killing my taste buds!
It's bitter that a bittergourd!
YUCK!

Still,
My flu tak sampai hati to leave me..
sobs..

YURI-NEESAN!!

First of all,

WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER AT ALL!!

She started our very first conversation by saying a 'hi'..

Of course, I replied..

Then we chatted a lot.. From 4 until now, which is 8:30 p.m..

She really caring and loving! LOL

Out of a sudden,

She said 'I Love You'

And I thought this person is a freak!!

But ends up,

Me and her can blend pretty well!

And I said " I love you neesan" to her!!

I even listed her as my sister now..

She pm me her real picture!

She's pretty cute for a japanese!!

Oh My!
I can't believe it!

And I started to love her like a sister already!

She's 3 years older than me,

OH MY GOD!!

I'M JUST SO HAPPY TO HAVE HER AS MY ANOTHER ELDER SISTER!

She's the only child of the family,

That's what make her love me as a younger sister..

Well, 10 minutes ago,

She said she had a surprise for me..

And asked me to wait for a while..

I'm waiting now.. The time now is 8:37p.m..

2 minutes had passed..

23 minutes had passed..

It's weird for Yuri-neesan calling me 'my love'..

As if I'm her boyfriend/girlfriend..

Okay..

I *FAINTED*...

I can't believe it!!!

OMFG!!

She made me a video!

It's MY pictures in it!

I don't know how to express my feeling!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

Yuri-neesan, I love you forever too, my sister!

Actually..

I can feel something is fishy here..

'cause I pretended to be nice with her until I was really nice to her!

She's so nice to me!

But it's impossible for someone who had know you for less than 12 hours,

Already starting loving you as her sister,

And giving you surprises by making you a video..

Well,

I don't know why,

I really don't believe people that easily already!

which is a good thing this time!

I mean,

I can believe a total stranger..

LOL

But still,

I kinda started to love her as my elder sister already..

But KLEIN!!!

NO WORRY!

I

STILL

LOVE

YOU

THE

MOST!

HAHAHAHAHA

I MEAN IT!

DESCRIPTION OF MYSELF

I'M STUPID,
AN IDIOT,
A DUMB-ASS,
A FOOL,

WHO'S HEART WAS BROKEN BY 2 PEOPLE I TRUST THE MOST IN THE WORLD,
BUT STILL NEED TO APOLOGIZE?
AND ADVICED BY PEOPLE TO ASK ME OPEN-MINDED A BIT?

MY LIFE HAD BEEN SUCK..
AND I EXPECT #1, WHICH IS ON MY TOP LIST OF ALL OF MY BESTIE,
AND MY ONE AND ONLY GS TO PAINT MY LIFE..
WELL, THEY DID,
BUT WHEN THEY PAINTED THE WRONG COLOUR,
AND TRIED TO RUB IT OFF AND USE A NEW COLOUR TO CLOSE THE UGLY PATCH OF THE COLOUR,
IT DOUBLED UP ALL THE HAPPINESS BEFORE INTO SADNESS..

SORRY KOO KARYAN?
NO FREAKING WAY I'M GOING TO SAY THAT.

YOU SHOULD KNOW ME BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE,
AND YOU KNOW I'LL FIND OUT THE TRUTH IN NO TIME,
BECAUSE OF MY SHARP INSTINCT.
BUT STILL..

I'M FUCKING TIRED WITH MY LIFE,
I WISH I CAN TAKE A LONG HOLIDAY..

GREAT!

Whats so great?
At first, it's #1 who tried to hide the truth, and Klein who lied to me,
NOW!!
I was cheated by one more people!
THANKS A LOT TO 3 OF YOU!!

YOU ALL SUCCESSFULLY BETRAYED MY TRUST AND BREAK MY HEART INTO BILLION AND BILLION OF PIECES!
GREAT JOB!
WELL DONE!
*CLAPS!*

FOR 3 OF YOU WHO ARE READING THIS,
DON'T COME NEAR ME AT SCHOOL,
DON'T TALK TO ME,
DON'T EVEN THOUGHT OF COME TO ME AND APOLOGIZE..

S-T-A-Y A-W-A-Y F-R-O-M M-E