SAD?

Nothing special happened,

But I just feel sad out of a sudden!

And guess what I did to un-sad myself!

*what a great english user, UN-SAD!

I light up a candle,

And stare at it..

I play with it..

For almost 30 minutes,

I'm back to my normal self.. :D

I'm currently high-ing Shinee,

Except for Minho..

LOL!!

Taemin cute!!

DREAMMMMMM

It's been quite a long time since I last dreamed..
And because of this dream,
It make me feel scared to dream again!

It's not a scary or horror dream,
It's.......
I don't know!

In the dream,
There's a guy,
A guy whose face I don't remember and I can't recognise..
Hundred percent sure I DON'T KNOW THAT GUY.
He's like part of my life..
I can feel it although I'm dreaming,
I don't know why,
But this guy seems very special and important to me..

I just can't leave him..
*He don't look like Micky or Zunren at all!

There's few part,
One part was I started to feel tired,
Vey tired,
(And I'm happy that I finally feel tired and my brain can finally rest!)
ANd just as I go to my room(in the dream), everything seems changes.
He was suppose to be out,
I mean he went out couple of minutes earlier,
And now I saw him in my room..
He came to me and said something..
I don't remember what he said..

Then he started to hug me,
Which I strongly oppose,
I pushed him away and smack him HARD.
He came to me again,
Trying to make up with me by making out,
I kind of like the make out session,
But still,
Not with someone I don't know!
I pushed him away again..
I was really, really mad.

I think he felt hurt,
So he left the house,
Which make me so worry..
I tried to go out of the house,
But I didn't.
Because outside of the house is somewhere I don't know,
So I waited for him to come back..
At night,
Where the sun had set,
He came home,
I welcomed him and feel so glad that he's safe and sound.

This time,
I apologised,
And he just shook his head
(I don't know what happen later)
Then just right before I open my eyes,
I saw myself kissing with him.
Then I'm awake,
Coughing like no tomorrow.

I was thinking what does that dream means?
I don't know that man..
Why I kissed him?
Why he hugged and kiss me?
I want to know!

CRAP!

Guess what..

I had bought a new shampoo!! :)

It's Dove, hope it's good like Tresemme!!

I miss Micky a lot!!

I want him!!

:(

I'm finally back to my not-so-healthy state,

But a lot more healthier than last week..

YEAH!

What else huh?

YA!!

My parcel is reaching Japan!

Excited man!!

Hope Micky got it..

Although the chance is very thin..

Just HOPE and PRAY!

A frustrating UPDATE

My day started off pretty bad..
And how bad it was?
Read the conversation below and you'll know why..

Me: Did #1 text you? Anyway, she'll be absent today, she's not feeling well..

LCLY: What?! She said she's going to help me buy stuff today! Ask her go die laa...

I just kept my mouth shut, controlling my anger.. I keep telling my self to calm down.. Once I calm down, I said it in my heart.. You know #1 is not the type who don't help people unless she really can't or there's something more important than that.. You just can't be undersatnding even for once? You should put yourself in #1's position and you'll know how it feels. And guess what?! As a 'reward' for being such suchh a 'good morning starter' her partner was absent too.. See? God is fair!

As for #2 being absent, it might be because she's not feeling well.. She seldom absent without notificating any of us.. Going to meet her at tuition though!

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Sigh.. Now that I think back yesterday's incident, I still feel kind of scared.. The feeling of going dizzy, losing balance, fell down and you lose your sight too..
it's REALLY SCARY..
I was planning to go downstairs to get some water,
And when I stand up and started walking,
I felt extremely dizzy..
I thought of holding or lean on the cupboaard,
But in the end,
My dizziness took control..
And what happen?
YES, I FAINT..
I was starting to fall,
I can feel myself falling,
And I can't see what's happening,
AT ALL,
I was losing my eyesight.

The next thing I knew was my eyes immediately shot open when my knee hit something DAMN FREAKING HARD and thanks to that thing, I regain my conciousness..
Although it might be just a blackout for few seconds..
but the effect is strong enough to make me feel afraid..
After hitting the thing, I found myself lying on the floor,
Struggling to breath..

but still..
They don't believe that it really happens to me..
It might sounds like a joke to you,
But I had been through it,
And I know NOW,
How it feel when you blackout and fainted..
Believe me..
I DO KNOW

OH MY GOD!!!

*AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!*

Screaming my lungs out!!!

Oh My God!

I just saw him online!

HIM!!!

The one that I miss him like hell!

The one that can melt me in an instant!

Can't believe it!!! :DDD

I really like this news.. I know I'll foget it sooner or later so I decided to post it here :)

Xiah Junsu's Surprise Visit In Location To Support Micky Yoochun

TVXQ Xiah Junsu made a surprise visit to the location where 'SungKyunKwan Scandal' is currently being filmed to support his fellow member Micky Yoochun.

In the early morning of the 1st of August, Xiah Junsu visited the site of the drama in Hwasung, Gyeonggido with 100 boxes of fried chicken. XIah Junsu was able to successfully show support for Micky Yoochun, and the tired actors and staff.

Kang Sung Pil, who play Lim Byung Choon in the drama said "Micky Yoochun was really surprised at Xiah Junsu's unexpected visit. He talked and laughed with Xiah Junsu and tried to look cool but you could tell that he was deeply touched," and " You could feel Xiah Junsu's sincere support for Micky Yoochun and his new challenge, so even the people aroung them felt better."

He also said "When I asked him(Xiah Junsu) if he could make a camoe appearance on the drama, he brightly said that he really wanted to if given the chance," and "Xiah Junsu stayed on the location for a very long time and gave Micky Yoochun strength."

That's the YOOSU spirit!!! HAHAHA,

*cameo means brief appearance of a known/public figure in a film or television show.

And guess what,

I can't copy and paste, so I need to TYPE everything out...

Luckily, it's a short article! LOL

:(

Why is my title a sad smiley?
It's because I ain't feeling well!
I woke up at 2 in the afternoon today because I feel so damn sick,
Terrible sore throat and headache,
But what I get?
SCOLDED by you..

It must be you who spreaded this virus to me,
And now I feel suck!