WHERE SHOULD I START FROM??

Friday?? Well, Zunren didn't came to tuition because he'll be going to Australia.. :( Anyway, wish he'll have great fun there!!

Then, Saturday comes!! Should I call it the high heels day?? Because I had to wear heels THE WHOLE DAY! From morning until night.. In the morning, I went to parade and my manicure done.. It's very brave of me to choose red and well, who cares?! It's on my NAILS! NOT YOUR'S!! SHUT YOUR MOUTH! And later on, I had try few dressed at Stylish Memory.. All also very nice, but!!! it's all RM100 and above!

Then, after tuition, went to Adeline's birthday celebration at Cafe Takahashi, and the waiter really suck! Bought Big Apple's doughnuts before went back to #1's home.. 2 for me, 2 for #1 and 2 for that 'Human Skeleton'.. LMAO.. Me and #1 slept at 3:16 a.m.. LOL!

The next day, SUNDAY!!

Another loooong day!!

Had breakfast with #1 and her dad at Greentown..

Then went back home to get a shower and prepare for tuition..

Tuition was 4 hours long.. T.T

What else??

Hmm...

Nothing I guess..

Monday was Laptop Day... I faced my laptop the whole day!! :D

Today??

Went to school for sketch practice, laugh like hell, because I need to speak Thai!!

Then off to Parade to have lunch with #1,

Then bought some magazines and few discs..

There's 4 guys who want to go to Jusco, and they don't know how..

And the mean bus conductor asked them to go to the Main Bus Station and take the Jusco bus..

He's so mean!!

So I told one of the guy that the can get off at the GH and get the Jusco bus at the opposite street..

I just helped them to save some money! :D

or am I just being too busybody???

LOL....

And gotta go now!!

Need to watch SHINee's Hello Baby, and a loooooot mooorrreee!!!

Bye! ;)

TRAITOR

It never came to my mind that I'll use such word to describe you.

NEVER.

But you've gone too far,

You just can't stop doing it,

You can't stop hurting me,

You never do what you'd promised,

And all you do is:

1) hurt me

2) betray me

3) doing IT behind my back

4) BREAKING ALL the promises you made.

Then what's the point of asking me?

WHAT'S THE POINT?!

FUCK YOU!

FUCK OFF!

I'd changed,

A lot..

I never thought I'll change so much because of the incident,

And the conversation I had with Andrea.

It's all so true..

What Ashley is true..

But is there really no such thing as TRUE friend?

All I need now is to be alone..

Why?

It's not because I want to think..

I just want to be alone..

So that I won't get hurt anymore.

I don't have to pretend anymore.

I don't need to see your idiotic face anymore...

I'm still not used to being alone, all by myself,

But sooner or later,

I'll have to get used to it,

Because,

I'll ditch both of you soon..

My bestie's are the best!

Especaially #2 and #3 lately.

MUAHAHAHAH!

Both of you,

Please don't do something that hurt me, okay?

And I apologise if I had gone overboard last time..

And in the future too..

Sometimes,

I just get too crazy..

JOKES..JOKES!!

1st Joke

Yiwen: The mucous is jamming my brain!

Me : Really? SUCK it out then.. *burst out laughing!*

*LAUGHS*

Yiwen:Eww! I'd rather blow it out..

Me: : Don't! Sucking it out is way more effective! *LOL*

Yiwen: *laughing and laughing and laughing*

2nd Joke

Yiwen: Imagine Zunren is Kalona.. He stood there with his wings and topless..

Me : He'll definitely look disgusting! EWW!!

Yiwen:LOL

I thought it was a lot of jokes, because I was laughing like non-stop?? LOL

Maybe it's just my craziness that made me laugh so much!

Well,

I;m pretty happy that he smiled to me!

I mean, yeah,

He turned to face me and smile..

Happy!!

AND GUESS WHAT?!

I'm watching Micky's drama already!

OMG!!

So freaking handsome!

*DUH! He's my hubby XD*

Although his acting was a bit out,

He was so stressed because all the actress/actors around him are pro!

For example, his father(in the drama)..

Micky's father is quite a famous actor,

Although I don;t know what's his name,

I saw him acting in MANNNNYYYY drama and movie!

Micky!!

FIGHTING!!

DO your best!! Muaxx!!

WORRIESSSSSS

Zunren's grandpa passed away last Monday,

I was at KL at that time,

And I was worried sick!

I wanted to comfort him but I don't know how to do it,

I wanted to call him and make him laugh,

But I'm afraid because I never called him before..

I did called him before,

But he did not pick up! ><

Anyway,

Zunren,

Please be fine!

My heart was shattered to pieces when I get back my Add Maths paper.. T.T

The marks..

Well,

What can I say?

Lets put it this way,

Only one digit..

And yeah,

I FAILED AGAIN.. Sobs Sobs Sobs...

But there's up and down in life,

So were the tests!

I got ninety plus for Malay!

First time!!! hahahahaha

English??

Damn my english teacher,

I'll make her add marks!

Chemistry?

Well,

It's slightly better than what I expected..

But I'm quite disappointed also...

Moral?

I PASSED! And my marks is only 33!!!

Why?

Because the teacher sucks!

She really really DID NOT teach us how to answer the structures and essay!

URGH!!

History...

Better than I expected too!

I got 76!

And civic is 80..

Hmm..

I think that's all..

And one more thing..

I'm such a failure for being unable to da a simple task!

It's so so so simple!

Although it'll remain the same,

But honestly,

I feel so disgusted, annoyed, irritated, etc. etc. whenever I see your face..

Go away!! Shoo!!!

HAHAHAHAHA

I DID IT?

It's still too early for me to say that I did it.
Because I'm not sure yet.
I said it last night.
I can't believe I said it..
I mean seriously,
No one will believe I said it.

The reason?
Well,
I'm not sure...
Maybe because I think I'm not someone important for you,
Although you're so important to me..
So why would I care?
I'll be more like busy body when I care for you,
Or maybe not.

What had been said, can't be change..
It's already the past,
No one can turn the time and go back to correct their mistake....
Does that mean breaking with you is a mistake?
Honestly,
I don't know.
Ever since I was lied by 3 people, including you,
I feel so betrayed..
Yes,
I should forgive and forget..
I did forgive,
But I can't forget..
It's too much for me..
Even until now,
The feeling of being lied and betrayed is still here..

I had change..
I learn to control my temper..
Now,
I'm someone who don't show my anger easily,
I'll manage to hold it back somehow..
But the changed me is not the kind me anymore..
I used to keep quiet and pretend happy when I was so damn hurt inside..
Eventually, people will really thought I'm fine when they saw me laughing and talking with my friends..
I was hoping someone can see through my act and comfort me..
I had been waiting,
But it seems like such person didn't exist..
The changed me,
Is very, very cruel..
I don't feel sympathy for other people anymore,
Because no one care and sympathy me when I'm down..
So why would I care for you people out there?
You think I'm cruel?
Go ahead,
You'll know why I changed so much once you experienced the feeling of being betrayed.


I'm not feeling well,
It's mentally, not physically..
I don't want to show my friend my troubled looking face.

As for you,
I don't knw how to say this,
But just give me more time to think...
The reason?
Well,
I guess you know..
But hundred percent,
It's not because you love her..
I never care who you love,
Because that's your business,
Not mine..

Bye Bloggie..
I need to calm down,
And think so that I can make a wise decision.

I'm so annoyed with your existence..
I wish you can disappear from my eyesight.
I wish you can stop telling me nonsense.
I wish you can stop texting me.
I just wish you'll stop doing it..
Because whatever you do, it irritate me..

I'm cool when you're fine,
I'm worried to death when I thought I'd gone overboard and hurted you.
But when I think back..
Why would I care?
You don't worth my time,
And my love..
You hurt me more than you hurted me..
I'll try my best to do what I wanted to..
And if I manage to do it,
I'll be GLAD..

TEST!!

So...
Finally an update?
Hahaha!

Tuesday's test were Malay, Modern Maths and History..
Well,well,well,
I didn't study for my malay because it's just rumusan,
But the petikan was pretty hard,
I manage to do it pretty okay,
I guess...
As for modern maths,
I keep on forgetting and messing up the formulas...
I can't STOP forgetting mean, and messing up midpoint with other..=.=
As for History,
I studied for it!
I love History..
It's annoying with those names and events that happenned at which year..
But I just like it!

And today..
It's English, ADD MATHS and Chemistry..
English is one of the subject that I'm pretty good at (self-praising? No, I'm born with it! XD)
ADD MATHS..
I guess I'm gonna fail again..
Sigh...
I'd really try my best!
Chemistry..
I was being a spoiled brat when I was studying for it..
I don't want to study the factors 'cause it's a lot,
I keep on bothering #2..HAHAHA
Luckily,
Factors did not came out..
Pheww! God bless me!!
Hahaha,
Tuition later,
And tomorrow is Biology..
Well,
I hope I do well!
Byebye! :D