Had just experienced the scariest pain in my life.

A foreign body went into my ear,

And it kept on going.

It hurts like hell.

Couldn't stop crying.

Went to the doctor.

He said the thing came out,

Before I came to see him..

=.=

When he put a drop of liquid into my ear,

I could still feel the thing moving

Hurts like hell when he used the tube thing to suck out the liquid.

"It seems that the insect injured your ear a bit." was what he told me after all those painful session.

He apply some antiseptic cream and gave me some medicine.

I thought I was going deaf...

Seriously, what am I thinking?

I have no idea..

I just want to quit Steven, not really because of $

But it's because of the noise, and the crowd.

I hope LWS can help me.

Seriously 100 for 2 subjects,

But it's 1-1..

Please God bless me!

Waking up every morning with massive headaches.

Trying not to skip school but I can't.

If only my grandma let me to attend school under such situation.

:(

Whatever it is,

I don't care.

Whatever I'm doing now,

Is only for my family,

Say me wrong,

Say me useless,

Say me idiot,

Whatever you say,

have NOTHING to do with me.

I'm stressssssssssssssssss

Why?

There's a lot of becauseS

If I can transfer school,

I will..

I want to.

Because I want a new life..

BRAND NEW LIFE.

Loooong time didn't text with you..

And god,

You're such a faker now...

With all your 'squeaky voice' msg, and all those fake smiles..

Why don't you go on a stage and tell the whole world how 'good' you are?

As if the world will look at you,

No one will care for you,

Because you're NOTHING.

You're nothing in my eyes,

Nothing in my heart.

You're just a trash..

You're once a treasure,

Many years ago..

But now,

You merely a trash that don't even worth a cent.

I just realised I missed my appoinments.

I'm do dead.

Injection...

Here I come :(((((

I did my best. Did you?

Oh, obviously you did not..

Poor thing, if you don't buck up now,

You'll be in trouble with me in the future..

Do you have any idea that you have already neglected your duty?

I shouldn't have let you in charge of that important thing.

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If I were asked:

"What will you wish for for your 17th birthday?"

I will not wish for a car, a dSLR, a new phone, or whatsoever.

I will not wish for a better relationship with you or him or whosoever.

I will not wish for a happy life or environment or something like that.

That's because....

Once I'm success, I'll buy myself anything I want using my very own salary.

Automatically, people who wants fame and popularity will come to me.

Happiness will come when I succeed in my life and I'll create a even better living environment.

I will only wish for one thing.

Please change those people into a better human being.

Why?

Because everything, and everyone, is being very annoying.

Well, not everyone.

Almost everyone.

I know I won't be standing too long.

I'll fall some day in May, I guess.

But let me tell you,

Before I fall,

I will make you all fall first.

Because you all need some lesson.

A punishment maybe?

I can't guarantee what might happen in the future?

Am I being an ass?

Well, because you started it first,

I'm letting you to have a taste of your own medicine.

I'm just merely reflecting what you did to me.

I'm mean?

No, I'm not mean,

YET.

When I'm completely changed,

Don't be surprised.

You won't see that coming.

You won't know when.

I won't know when.

Just pray for the best.

I might have to take the damage,

But you'll have to take in even more damage.

Because it all started from YOU.

I'm just a mirror.

KBOX moment with my crazy colleagues

On the 30th of March, 2011, Thursday, I went to KBOX with my colleagues after 10:30p.m.. It was fun! It was a farewell party for Ah Fong because she's leaving for Singapore soon :( All the best darling! There're Lik Chen, Ah Ying, Vivian, Vidic Lim, Daisy, Ah Fong, Eddie, Feng Jin, and I. It was the best time ever I had spent with them at KBOX.. All oy songs were spoilt by Mr. Koay Feng Jin, he's definitely the successor of Linkin Park. LOL He's screaming and yelling all the way, All of us couldn't stop laughing at his craziness. There's one more time on the 18th of April, I'm anticipating it :)

Undang Class at LSA

It's weird? LOL! The Ujian Buta Warna was quite hard.. But I got 23 out of 23.. <3 <3 <3 Thennnnn.. The class was funny! Seriously? Seriously! The guy was soooooo funny! I swear that he might be the best penceramah ever!

ONE DAY TRIP

I hate the trip this time.
I just don't get it why the adults are so selfish,
And the 11 years old kid just make me wanna shut her mouth with a hard smack!
Went to the Myanmar and Thai temple AGAIN!!
FREAKING BORING AND HOT!
Then went to have the Cendol ice which I loooooovveeee!!
After that,
Uncle Arther fetch us to the Snake Temple..
As I walked into the snake exhibition garden,
I looked around and there's a snake on one of the plant.
That was pretty scary..

It's only RM3 for adult, and RM1 for kid!
It's cheeeeeaaaapppp!!!
There's all sorts of snakes,
From small little tiny ones to the large ones like python.
Albino snake is quite pretty! And the white eye snake is even prettier!
Thank god there's quite a number of visitors today so they showed us a performance.
And the guy was really funny.

He said "Kalau kena patuk, 45 minit tak masuk hospital, terus masuk kubur", "Kenapa gajah mati lepas dipatuk ular? Kerana dia tak dapat pergi ke hospital!"..
Those were really funny.

When I first reached there,
They're already performing and the snake was TAME!!!
SOOOOO TAME!
The guy kiss it's head for 2 times,
And the other guy kiss it with the 'muaxxx' sound some more.
Really impressed..

Then he decided to show us more,
He asked us "saya ni sekarang ada 3 King Cobra, satu masih quarantine lagi, satu lagi ialah PUSSY CAT, ia sudah teramat jinak, yang last sekali ini macamlah harimau,memang fierce! yang mana satu korang nak tengok?".
Most of us wanted to see the Harimau one.
Just as he opened the wooden box, the head 'jumped' out.
When he tried to take it out,
It was a lot loooooooger than I expected!
It's really like a harimau,
It couldn't stop hissing and getting 'angry'..
When the snake glide off the stage, many people ran away,
And I just laughed.
Because from the start, there's already another man who's holding the snake's tail so that everythin is under control no matter what happen.

The guy tried to kiss this King Cobra for almost 5 times and he failed.
He said "Mesti sebab saya bau busuk ni, tadi saya makan laksa!", and everyone just laughed.
He even taught us that we must respect the snake, then he did the 'sembah' thing in front of us TO THE SNAKE.. "Ampun tuanku breribu-ribu ampun" and the snake seems to calm down a bit after it heard it. LOL

Finally he can kiss the snake and everyone give him a round of applause!
He catched the snake with his bare hands and let us touch it,
I touched it!
I wasn't that scared and it feels... dusty?
LOL
Because the stage is very dusty.

After the performance ended,
I went to look at the yellow colour python,
It's name is Goldy.
OH MY GOD,
It's kinda fat and I just couldn't STOP TOUCHING IT!
Now I know why people kill them to get their skin.
It's cold, nice to touch, a bit soft..
I even 'sayang' it's head for like 5 times?
Or even more.
Yeahhhh,
The python's head.
I'm in love with Goldy,
Goldy, I LOVE YOU!