HOW LONG MORE?

HOW LONG MORE?
JUST TELL ME!
HOW LONG MORE DO I NEED TO SUFFER LIKE THIS?

Last month and early of this month is a hell for me..
Why hell?
'Cause too many things happened at the same time..

Please,
Don't be a faker in front of me,
Your acting skill is way too far to cheat me..
You think I'll trust you just like that?
No fucking way!

Who you think you are to mess up my life?
How much I wish I can get you out of my life,
You won't do it?
Want me give you the chance?
I can!!
There must be a payback to whatever you/I do..

I don't mind hurting all of you at once,
I can take the pain ONCE AGAIN,
The pain that's 3 times more than what you all will go through,
You know why?
Because I'm used of getting hurt by people..

Now,
I'm just a feelingless and numb creature..

I know I'll continuosly get hurt by Zunren,
And if I make the decision to give you that chance,
I'll get more pain..
But Pook is right..
Just do it, then take some time to heal you wound and recover yourself

I'll give myself, and all of you 15 days to think and clear the mess out of my, and your minds..
When it's time, I shall decide.
20th of July, will be all of our big day.
GET YOURSELF PREPARED.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!

DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!!
ISH..

THAT PERSON ALREADY SPOIL MY MOOD,
AND NOW YOU ADD SALT TO MY WOUND?!
THANKS LOTS MR.LIM!

GOSH!
I'M STILL WANDERING WHY I WOULD FALL FOR YOU AT THE FIRST PLACE?!

STUPID ME!

YOU DON'T CARE!
WHY AM I CHEATING MYSELF?
OR DID I??

I WISH

WHAT DO I WISH FOR?
VERY EASY...
FUCK OFF!

1) YOU NEVER KNOW YOUR ATTITUDE, AS HE ALWAYS SAID, YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE
2) YOU NEVER KNOW THE LINE
3) YOU SUCK
4)YOU MORON
5)YOU IDIOT
7)YOU BITCH
8)YOU FAKER
9)YOU ANNOYING BRAT
10)YOU ACT CUTE FREAK
11)YOU IRRITATING
12)YOUR SUCKY VOICE
13)YOU COWARD
14)YOU FAKE MY HAPPINESS
15)YOU MOOD SPOILER
16)YOU BOND SPOILER
17)YOU DAY SPOILER
18)YOU LIFE SPOILER
19)YOU ASSHOLE
20)YOU FUCKER
21)YOU SPOIL EVERYTHING!!

NOW, FUCK THE HELL OFF!

I WONDER WHETHER WILL MY LIFE BE EASIER IF I DID WHAT PARK YONG HA DID!

HAPPINESS+SADNESS

*Sigh
I knew I'll be feeling sad soon,
Since I had SO much fun today...
But I never expected it to be so fast..

I chatted with him,
And he asked me to kill him before he be Prime Minister..
(We were chatting about his future job)
And I said that I can't kill my #4!

He pretended he didn't saw that word...

Before he offline,
I told him that #4 means my best friend #4,
And he let out a sigh of relief..

The conversation:

Me: You thought what? My 4th crush? LOL
Him: yes
-THE END-

I was like WTH?!
You're so relief that I'm treating you as #4,
And once again,
You'd proved to me that,
Lying to you is a good thing for you,
But...
Lying to you,
Only brings me sadness and hurting myself..

I thought of telling you that I still love you,
But after tonight's incident,
I don't think I have the bravery anymore..

Sorry for lying to you..
I don't knkow why I feel so hurt right now,
I wish I can have someone to talk to...
I don't know why, because of you, I'm weeping silently again in my room,
Afraid that they'll hear me..

Just before I really let go of you,
I wanna tell you that,

I LOVE YOU

although you'd hurted me a lot

TO MR. LIM ZUNREN

If you love her,
You should confess!
What are you waiting for?
Waiting for the God to give you approval to confess?
Don't be an idiot!

What's so great about Man's Pride?
Don't be ridiculous!
Just say you wanna make friend!
After making friend with her,
CONFESS!

Wait until you got the mood then only go and make friend with her?!
NONSENSE!
If you really like her,
You should make a move!
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

I'm a girl,
But yet,
I DARE to confess to you BEFORE making friend with you!
Why am I mad?
Because you're not taking this seriously!
You should do it!
Go and talk to her!

I wish I can tell you "I LOVE YOU"!

You're Paying Attention!

Ehh?
You're having flu also?
You must take care ya..

I had went to see doctor earlier just now,
DAMN!
The medicine is killing my taste buds!
It's bitter that a bittergourd!
YUCK!

Still,
My flu tak sampai hati to leave me..
sobs..

YURI-NEESAN!!

First of all,

WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER AT ALL!!

She started our very first conversation by saying a 'hi'..

Of course, I replied..

Then we chatted a lot.. From 4 until now, which is 8:30 p.m..

She really caring and loving! LOL

Out of a sudden,

She said 'I Love You'

And I thought this person is a freak!!

But ends up,

Me and her can blend pretty well!

And I said " I love you neesan" to her!!

I even listed her as my sister now..

She pm me her real picture!

She's pretty cute for a japanese!!

Oh My!
I can't believe it!

And I started to love her like a sister already!

She's 3 years older than me,

OH MY GOD!!

I'M JUST SO HAPPY TO HAVE HER AS MY ANOTHER ELDER SISTER!

She's the only child of the family,

That's what make her love me as a younger sister..

Well, 10 minutes ago,

She said she had a surprise for me..

And asked me to wait for a while..

I'm waiting now.. The time now is 8:37p.m..

2 minutes had passed..

23 minutes had passed..

It's weird for Yuri-neesan calling me 'my love'..

As if I'm her boyfriend/girlfriend..

Okay..

I *FAINTED*...

I can't believe it!!!

OMFG!!

She made me a video!

It's MY pictures in it!

I don't know how to express my feeling!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

Yuri-neesan, I love you forever too, my sister!

Actually..

I can feel something is fishy here..

'cause I pretended to be nice with her until I was really nice to her!

She's so nice to me!

But it's impossible for someone who had know you for less than 12 hours,

Already starting loving you as her sister,

And giving you surprises by making you a video..

Well,

I don't know why,

I really don't believe people that easily already!

which is a good thing this time!

I mean,

I can believe a total stranger..

LOL

But still,

I kinda started to love her as my elder sister already..

But KLEIN!!!

NO WORRY!

I

STILL

LOVE

YOU

THE

MOST!

HAHAHAHAHA

I MEAN IT!