This picture is for #1!!!! DONT MISUND!

So....


You're happy to see me?


I wonder whether am I hallucinating..


Saw you entered the class and you smiled at me..


Then you're sitting there by yourself.


Smiling over and over again..





But I don't think you're happy because you saw me..


It must be something else..


Anyway!!!!





I FREAKING MISS YOU!





I wish I can chat with you,


But I can't..





Had lots of fun with #2 today..


I laugh like hell..


I mean WE..


This is how the conversation goes:





#2: Who got KILLER ABS HUH?


Me: *thinking*


#2: Lee Joon?


Me: Taylor (I don't remember Taylor Lautner's last name that time and Taylor Swift's name pop up in my head.)


Me: Taylor......Swift..


#2: *WHAT???!!!! LOOK*


Me: *blur* 3 seconds later..





I realised that how could a FEMALE singer will have KILLER ABS?!


WE'RE LAUGHING LIKE HELL!


LOL





#1,


This is what you want..


Anyway,


My blog is only open to #1,#2 and #3 only..


So you guys may put ANY COMMENT!!

HOW LONG MORE?

HOW LONG MORE?
JUST TELL ME!
HOW LONG MORE DO I NEED TO SUFFER LIKE THIS?

Last month and early of this month is a hell for me..
Why hell?
'Cause too many things happened at the same time..

Please,
Don't be a faker in front of me,
Your acting skill is way too far to cheat me..
You think I'll trust you just like that?
No fucking way!

Who you think you are to mess up my life?
How much I wish I can get you out of my life,
You won't do it?
Want me give you the chance?
I can!!
There must be a payback to whatever you/I do..

I don't mind hurting all of you at once,
I can take the pain ONCE AGAIN,
The pain that's 3 times more than what you all will go through,
You know why?
Because I'm used of getting hurt by people..

Now,
I'm just a feelingless and numb creature..

I know I'll continuosly get hurt by Zunren,
And if I make the decision to give you that chance,
I'll get more pain..
But Pook is right..
Just do it, then take some time to heal you wound and recover yourself

I'll give myself, and all of you 15 days to think and clear the mess out of my, and your minds..
When it's time, I shall decide.
20th of July, will be all of our big day.
GET YOURSELF PREPARED.

DAMN DAMN DAMN!

DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!!
ISH..

THAT PERSON ALREADY SPOIL MY MOOD,
AND NOW YOU ADD SALT TO MY WOUND?!
THANKS LOTS MR.LIM!

GOSH!
I'M STILL WANDERING WHY I WOULD FALL FOR YOU AT THE FIRST PLACE?!

STUPID ME!

YOU DON'T CARE!
WHY AM I CHEATING MYSELF?
OR DID I??

I WISH

WHAT DO I WISH FOR?
VERY EASY...
FUCK OFF!

1) YOU NEVER KNOW YOUR ATTITUDE, AS HE ALWAYS SAID, YOUR STUPID ATTITUDE
2) YOU NEVER KNOW THE LINE
3) YOU SUCK
4)YOU MORON
5)YOU IDIOT
7)YOU BITCH
8)YOU FAKER
9)YOU ANNOYING BRAT
10)YOU ACT CUTE FREAK
11)YOU IRRITATING
12)YOUR SUCKY VOICE
13)YOU COWARD
14)YOU FAKE MY HAPPINESS
15)YOU MOOD SPOILER
16)YOU BOND SPOILER
17)YOU DAY SPOILER
18)YOU LIFE SPOILER
19)YOU ASSHOLE
20)YOU FUCKER
21)YOU SPOIL EVERYTHING!!

NOW, FUCK THE HELL OFF!

I WONDER WHETHER WILL MY LIFE BE EASIER IF I DID WHAT PARK YONG HA DID!

HAPPINESS+SADNESS

*Sigh
I knew I'll be feeling sad soon,
Since I had SO much fun today...
But I never expected it to be so fast..

I chatted with him,
And he asked me to kill him before he be Prime Minister..
(We were chatting about his future job)
And I said that I can't kill my #4!

He pretended he didn't saw that word...

Before he offline,
I told him that #4 means my best friend #4,
And he let out a sigh of relief..

The conversation:

Me: You thought what? My 4th crush? LOL
Him: yes
-THE END-

I was like WTH?!
You're so relief that I'm treating you as #4,
And once again,
You'd proved to me that,
Lying to you is a good thing for you,
But...
Lying to you,
Only brings me sadness and hurting myself..

I thought of telling you that I still love you,
But after tonight's incident,
I don't think I have the bravery anymore..

Sorry for lying to you..
I don't knkow why I feel so hurt right now,
I wish I can have someone to talk to...
I don't know why, because of you, I'm weeping silently again in my room,
Afraid that they'll hear me..

Just before I really let go of you,
I wanna tell you that,

I LOVE YOU

although you'd hurted me a lot

TO MR. LIM ZUNREN

If you love her,
You should confess!
What are you waiting for?
Waiting for the God to give you approval to confess?
Don't be an idiot!

What's so great about Man's Pride?
Don't be ridiculous!
Just say you wanna make friend!
After making friend with her,
CONFESS!

Wait until you got the mood then only go and make friend with her?!
NONSENSE!
If you really like her,
You should make a move!
STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

I'm a girl,
But yet,
I DARE to confess to you BEFORE making friend with you!
Why am I mad?
Because you're not taking this seriously!
You should do it!
Go and talk to her!

I wish I can tell you "I LOVE YOU"!

You're Paying Attention!

Ehh?
You're having flu also?
You must take care ya..

I had went to see doctor earlier just now,
DAMN!
The medicine is killing my taste buds!
It's bitter that a bittergourd!
YUCK!

Still,
My flu tak sampai hati to leave me..
sobs..